I totally agree with you on the Thank god for narcan quote. It is my opinion that EVERYONE that does dope should always have narcon with him and if anyone else is present that they are instructed about the narcon and its use. I actually always have one already filled with narcon in case of emergency and I tell people to first just IM that shit into me. Doesn’t matter where, leg, arm, ass, fuckin dick for all I care just get it into me then the second shit (I always tell the m2 shots) is the one where you try to get a vein. I woke up in the back of an ambulance two or three times in my life and trust me if you’ve never been in that situation you really don't want to be. It’s scary as shit. And I’m not one to get scared easily. It's one of those situations where you almost hope that you didn't wake up cause now you'll have to deal with your family knowing exactly what happened.
Anyways one time I was driving back home from the spot so I cook up my shit, tie off, register on a good vein and shoot my shit. Remember that I did this all while driving; yes I even found a vein and inject while driving. Now I scored at the same spot I have been scoring for like the past 6 months. I did the same amount I always used, two bags, well after I shoot the next thing I remember is a cop knocking on my driver's side window. Took me a second to realize that I nodded out and veered off to the left and thank god there was no oncoming traffic but I crashed into the parked cars and I hit them so hard that not only did I total the car I hit I also pushed it back into the car behind it and totalled that car as well. The car behind it was damaged too but at least not totally. My airbag went off obviously and I was unconscious for at least 5 minutes, long enough for the cops to get there. When the cop was knocking on my window all I can think is do I have any dope in the car, well instead of opening the door I dig between my seats in that little compartment and grab my rig and stick it into my pocket. While I’m doing this the cop gets pissed and really starts yelling at me. When I get out of the car he searched me and I swear to God he felt the needle in my pocket and asked me what it is and I said a pen and for some reason I don't understand he bought it and it didn't go further than that. Really fucked up situation.
As you where saying some people are very sloppy when they get high. I call them "sloppy junkies" in that when they do any amount of dope you can tell they are high in like 5 seconds because they are nodding out and drooling and just being complete idiots and making a fool of themselves. Then you have the other type of junkie which is a category hopefully I fall into which is the person that can get really fucked up on dope and still be able to act normally to where people don't know you're all smacked out. I personally hate hanging out with those [people that are very sloppy and looked completely fucked up to the point where the most ignorant and naive person can tell that they are on drugs. Such people endanger you because they put you in a situation where other people know that he's high so that makes you guilty but association as well.
