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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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Tim Tusek said:
In my opinion if you even dont recover 100% yoga can help cuz it made me feel dopamine at least x5 better.
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I can send you a link of someone who works out everyday on invega and has lost 40 pounds and is ripped he said his secret is pre workout
 
Hello everyone, I have just read the entire 'Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v1' page. So I feel like I have a general idea of what people are dealing with and the time-frame of recovery. I have been forcefully put on Invega Sustenna about 3 years ago during a psychotic episode where I was detained in a psych ward for the second time in my life. I pretty much instantly became depressed, and had some other nasty side effects like akathisia. The akathisia luckily went away after about a month but the depression stayed with me for 2.5 years. After this period the dysphoria luckily went away but my anhedonia aggravated and turned into me not enjoying anything. Now I can't even enjoy music, something which helped me through some very dark times. While being institutionalized I did tell my psychiatrist that I felt suicidal and asked him to be put on a different antipsychotic but he saw the depression as a natural response to my psychosis and probably classed it as a negative system of my psychotic disorder, even though I never experienced serious depression or anhedonia after my first 6 psychotic breaks.

After about 2 years of trying a lot of things to recover from my depression such as living healthy, working out, CBT, a coach, meditation, having 20 TMS sessions, some neurofeedback, trying magic mushrooms, being put on, lithium, 2 SSRI's, an SNRI, a tricyclic antidepressant and a MAOI one by one I found that nothing even helped a tiny bit. I do somehow, quite miraculously, have had a total of lets say 5 weeks in which I felt pretty normal all of a sudden, but these incidental transformation to normalcy quickly passed. After 2.5 years the darkness which had engulfed my mind for so long quite abruptly lifted, and I was left with total anhedonia which I am still dealing with up to this day. During this 3 year period I have also had many days in which I had some kind of terrible depressive headaches, which were torturous to say the least. Also my overall fitness has collapsed disproportionately with what you'd expect in comparison to the training I do, and I am now left with low testosterone. A few days ago I got really tired after doing only 1 set of bench press. After forcing myself to do 3 sets I felt a tiredness which is worse than how I used to feel after working out 2-4 hours before all of this happened. I used to workout for 8+ hours a week whilst being really fit and now after 2.5 months of training 2-3 times per week I sometimes manage to run 5k (usually I need a break after 3k) at a very slow pace (9km/h). It's something, but its really frustrating to see my progression falter so much.

After a little over two years I really started to feel like the Paliperidone was poisoning my soul, and decided it couldn't be a coincidence that my world has been falling apart ever since I started it. I tried to switch to Abilify at first, but became extremely paranoid, which probably meant that it didn't protect me enough. Then tried to switch to Seroquel again, on which I functioned quite well for 6+ years before the Paliperidone, but I didn't push through the conversion because I didn't feel mentally stable enough to go through with it. Now about 6 months later I've, as of today, tapered off the Paliperidone completely and am now on Seroquel only. The horrible depressive headaches have already gone away, but at the moment seem to have been traded in for Seroquel sedation, which I hope will go away in the future.

Now the waiting process begins. Luckily my last monthly Invega injection has been about a year ago. But unfortunately they decided to give me the 3-monthly injection as well, which I got somewhere between March and June of 2020. The contents of the pills I have been on for the last year should leave my systems relatively quickly, the monthly injection should be somewhat out of my system as well, but unfortunately the contents of the 3-monthly injection seems to be in my system still. More specifically I was injected with Trevicta 263MG = 1,315ML. It was injected in my glutes. I have found some information on it saying the half life is about 100 days. I've found through reading through this forum that it takes about 6-8 half lives to get Paliperidone out of your system. So this would mean it will take 600-800 days after I was injected for it to leave my body almost completely. It was about 1.5 years ago that I got the injection so if the 100 day half life is accurate over 5 half lives have passed already. Does anyone maybe have a more accurate estimation of how long Trevicta 263MG = 1,315ML keeps releasing Paliperidone if it was injected in someone's glutes. I know there are a lot of factors which can influence an individuals capacity to clear a toxin from the body, but I'd like to have some sort of time-frame to focus on. Once the contents of the Paliperidon pills have left my system I will have my blood plasma tested. That would at least give me some indication whether to keep on waiting or perhaps look for answers elsewhere.

I also currently sleep for 14 hours every night if I don't set my alarm. If I leave it unchecked, as I often do, I inverse my sleeping schedule entirely in the span of a few weeks. Even with an alarm it can be nearly impossible to get out of bed. Somehow I do feel quite normal in my dreams. Even though dreams are only fleeting the tremendous difference in state of mind between being asleep and being awake is a large obstacle to overcome for me. I can often feel quite paralyzed when I try to wake up after 8-12 hours. Last week I slept for 8 hours two days in a row but it left me feeling burnt out after the second night. The next day I didn't set an alarm and woke up after 15.5 hours. I would like to keep working on changing my sleeping schedule but I am not sure how. I sometimes have appointments planned earlier during the day but I often just end up not going. I'm currently trying to sleep 11-12 hours, but the Seroquel sedation doesn't make it any easier.
 
DistantOcean said:
Hello everyone, I have just read the entire 'Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v1' page. So I feel like I have a general idea of what people are dealing with and the time-frame of recovery. I have been forcefully put on Invega Sustenna about 3 years ago during a psychotic episode where I was detained in a psych ward for the second time in my life. I pretty much instantly became depressed, and had some other nasty side effects like akathisia. The akathisia luckily went away after about a month but the depression stayed with me for 2.5 years. After this period the dysphoria luckily went away but my anhedonia aggravated and turned into me not enjoying anything. Now I can't even enjoy music, something which helped me through some very dark times. While being institutionalized I did tell my psychiatrist that I felt suicidal and asked him to be put on a different antipsychotic but he saw the depression as a natural response to my psychosis and probably classed it as a negative system of my psychotic disorder, even though I never experienced serious depression or anhedonia after my first 6 psychotic breaks.

After about 2 years of trying a lot of things to recover from my depression such as living healthy, working out, CBT, a coach, meditation, having 20 TMS sessions, some neurofeedback, trying magic mushrooms, being put on, lithium, 2 SSRI's, an SNRI, a tricyclic antidepressant and a MAOI one by one I found that nothing even helped a tiny bit. I do somehow, quite miraculously, have had a total of lets say 5 weeks in which I felt pretty normal all of a sudden, but these incidental transformation to normalcy quickly passed. After 2.5 years the darkness which had engulfed my mind for so long quite abruptly lifted, and I was left with total anhedonia which I am still dealing with up to this day. During this 3 year period I have also had many days in which I had some kind of terrible depressive headaches, which were torturous to say the least. Also my overall fitness has collapsed disproportionately with what you'd expect in comparison to the training I do, and I am now left with low testosterone. A few days ago I got really tired after doing only 1 set of bench press. After forcing myself to do 3 sets I felt a tiredness which is worse than how I used to feel after working out 2-4 hours before all of this happened. I used to workout for 8+ hours a week whilst being really fit and now after 2.5 months of training 2-3 times per week I sometimes manage to run 5k (usually I need a break after 3k) at a very slow pace (9km/h). It's something, but its really frustrating to see my progression falter so much.

After a little over two years I really started to feel like the Paliperidone was poisoning my soul, and decided it couldn't be a coincidence that my world has been falling apart ever since I started it. I tried to switch to Abilify at first, but became extremely paranoid, which probably meant that it didn't protect me enough. Then tried to switch to Seroquel again, on which I functioned quite well for 6+ years before the Paliperidone, but I didn't push through the conversion because I didn't feel mentally stable enough to go through with it. Now about 6 months later I've, as of today, tapered off the Paliperidone completely and am now on Seroquel only. The horrible depressive headaches have already gone away, but at the moment seem to have been traded in for Seroquel sedation, which I hope will go away in the future.

Now the waiting process begins. Luckily my last monthly Invega injection has been about a year ago. But unfortunately they decided to give me the 3-monthly injection as well, which I got somewhere between March and June of 2020. The contents of the pills I have been on for the last year should leave my systems relatively quickly, the monthly injection should be somewhat out of my system as well, but unfortunately the contents of the 3-monthly injection seems to be in my system still. More specifically I was injected with Trevicta 263MG = 1,315ML. It was injected in my glutes. I have found some information on it saying the half life is about 100 days. I've found through reading through this forum that it takes about 6-8 half lives to get Paliperidone out of your system. So this would mean it will take 600-800 days after I was injected for it to leave my body almost completely. It was about 1.5 years ago that I got the injection so if the 100 day half life is accurate over 5 half lives have passed already. Does anyone maybe have a more accurate estimation of how long Trevicta 263MG = 1,315ML keeps releasing Paliperidone if it was injected in someone's glutes. I know there are a lot of factors which can influence an individuals capacity to clear a toxin from the body, but I'd like to have some sort of time-frame to focus on. Once the contents of the Paliperidon pills have left my system I will have my blood plasma tested. That would at least give me some indication whether to keep on waiting or perhaps look for answers elsewhere.

I also currently sleep for 14 hours every night if I don't set my alarm. If I leave it unchecked, as I often do, I inverse my sleeping schedule entirely in the span of a few weeks. Even with an alarm it can be nearly impossible to get out of bed. Somehow I do feel quite normal in my dreams. Even though dreams are only fleeting the tremendous difference in state of mind between being asleep and being awake is a large obstacle to overcome for me. I can often feel quite paralyzed when I try to wake up after 8-12 hours. Last week I slept for 8 hours two days in a row but it left me feeling burnt out after the second night. The next day I didn't set an alarm and woke up after 15.5 hours. I would like to keep working on changing my sleeping schedule but I am not sure how. I sometimes have appointments planned earlier during the day but I often just end up not going. I'm currently trying to sleep 11-12 hours, but the Seroquel sedation doesn't make it any easier.
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Its half life is 118 to 139 days.
 
DistantOcean said:
Hello everyone, I have just read the entire 'Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v1' page. So I feel like I have a general idea of what people are dealing with and the time-frame of recovery. I have been forcefully put on Invega Sustenna about 3 years ago during a psychotic episode where I was detained in a psych ward for the second time in my life. I pretty much instantly became depressed, and had some other nasty side effects like akathisia. The akathisia luckily went away after about a month but the depression stayed with me for 2.5 years. After this period the dysphoria luckily went away but my anhedonia aggravated and turned into me not enjoying anything. Now I can't even enjoy music, something which helped me through some very dark times. While being institutionalized I did tell my psychiatrist that I felt suicidal and asked him to be put on a different antipsychotic but he saw the depression as a natural response to my psychosis and probably classed it as a negative system of my psychotic disorder, even though I never experienced serious depression or anhedonia after my first 6 psychotic breaks.

After about 2 years of trying a lot of things to recover from my depression such as living healthy, working out, CBT, a coach, meditation, having 20 TMS sessions, some neurofeedback, trying magic mushrooms, being put on, lithium, 2 SSRI's, an SNRI, a tricyclic antidepressant and a MAOI one by one I found that nothing even helped a tiny bit. I do somehow, quite miraculously, have had a total of lets say 5 weeks in which I felt pretty normal all of a sudden, but these incidental transformation to normalcy quickly passed. After 2.5 years the darkness which had engulfed my mind for so long quite abruptly lifted, and I was left with total anhedonia which I am still dealing with up to this day. During this 3 year period I have also had many days in which I had some kind of terrible depressive headaches, which were torturous to say the least. Also my overall fitness has collapsed disproportionately with what you'd expect in comparison to the training I do, and I am now left with low testosterone. A few days ago I got really tired after doing only 1 set of bench press. After forcing myself to do 3 sets I felt a tiredness which is worse than how I used to feel after working out 2-4 hours before all of this happened. I used to workout for 8+ hours a week whilst being really fit and now after 2.5 months of training 2-3 times per week I sometimes manage to run 5k (usually I need a break after 3k) at a very slow pace (9km/h). It's something, but its really frustrating to see my progression falter so much.

After a little over two years I really started to feel like the Paliperidone was poisoning my soul, and decided it couldn't be a coincidence that my world has been falling apart ever since I started it. I tried to switch to Abilify at first, but became extremely paranoid, which probably meant that it didn't protect me enough. Then tried to switch to Seroquel again, on which I functioned quite well for 6+ years before the Paliperidone, but I didn't push through the conversion because I didn't feel mentally stable enough to go through with it. Now about 6 months later I've, as of today, tapered off the Paliperidone completely and am now on Seroquel only. The horrible depressive headaches have already gone away, but at the moment seem to have been traded in for Seroquel sedation, which I hope will go away in the future.

Now the waiting process begins. Luckily my last monthly Invega injection has been about a year ago. But unfortunately they decided to give me the 3-monthly injection as well, which I got somewhere between March and June of 2020. The contents of the pills I have been on for the last year should leave my systems relatively quickly, the monthly injection should be somewhat out of my system as well, but unfortunately the contents of the 3-monthly injection seems to be in my system still. More specifically I was injected with Trevicta 263MG = 1,315ML. It was injected in my glutes. I have found some information on it saying the half life is about 100 days. I've found through reading through this forum that it takes about 6-8 half lives to get Paliperidone out of your system. So this would mean it will take 600-800 days after I was injected for it to leave my body almost completely. It was about 1.5 years ago that I got the injection so if the 100 day half life is accurate over 5 half lives have passed already. Does anyone maybe have a more accurate estimation of how long Trevicta 263MG = 1,315ML keeps releasing Paliperidone if it was injected in someone's glutes. I know there are a lot of factors which can influence an individuals capacity to clear a toxin from the body, but I'd like to have some sort of time-frame to focus on. Once the contents of the Paliperidon pills have left my system I will have my blood plasma tested. That would at least give me some indication whether to keep on waiting or perhaps look for answers elsewhere.

I also currently sleep for 14 hours every night if I don't set my alarm. If I leave it unchecked, as I often do, I inverse my sleeping schedule entirely in the span of a few weeks. Even with an alarm it can be nearly impossible to get out of bed. Somehow I do feel quite normal in my dreams. Even though dreams are only fleeting the tremendous difference in state of mind between being asleep and being awake is a large obstacle to overcome for me. I can often feel quite paralyzed when I try to wake up after 8-12 hours. Last week I slept for 8 hours two days in a row but it left me feeling burnt out after the second night. The next day I didn't set an alarm and woke up after 15.5 hours. I would like to keep working on changing my sleeping schedule but I am not sure how. I sometimes have appointments planned earlier during the day but I often just end up not going. I'm currently trying to sleep 11-12 hours, but the Seroquel sedation doesn't make it any easier.
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at least you sleep well ... i can only sleep like 2 hours a night
 
DistantOcean said:
Hello everyone, I have just read the entire 'Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v1' page. So I feel like I have a general idea of what people are dealing with and the time-frame of recovery. I have been forcefully put on Invega Sustenna about 3 years ago during a psychotic episode where I was detained in a psych ward for the second time in my life. I pretty much instantly became depressed, and had some other nasty side effects like akathisia. The akathisia luckily went away after about a month but the depression stayed with me for 2.5 years. After this period the dysphoria luckily went away but my anhedonia aggravated and turned into me not enjoying anything. Now I can't even enjoy music, something which helped me through some very dark times. While being institutionalized I did tell my psychiatrist that I felt suicidal and asked him to be put on a different antipsychotic but he saw the depression as a natural response to my psychosis and probably classed it as a negative system of my psychotic disorder, even though I never experienced serious depression or anhedonia after my first 6 psychotic breaks.

After about 2 years of trying a lot of things to recover from my depression such as living healthy, working out, CBT, a coach, meditation, having 20 TMS sessions, some neurofeedback, trying magic mushrooms, being put on, lithium, 2 SSRI's, an SNRI, a tricyclic antidepressant and a MAOI one by one I found that nothing even helped a tiny bit. I do somehow, quite miraculously, have had a total of lets say 5 weeks in which I felt pretty normal all of a sudden, but these incidental transformation to normalcy quickly passed. After 2.5 years the darkness which had engulfed my mind for so long quite abruptly lifted, and I was left with total anhedonia which I am still dealing with up to this day. During this 3 year period I have also had many days in which I had some kind of terrible depressive headaches, which were torturous to say the least. Also my overall fitness has collapsed disproportionately with what you'd expect in comparison to the training I do, and I am now left with low testosterone. A few days ago I got really tired after doing only 1 set of bench press. After forcing myself to do 3 sets I felt a tiredness which is worse than how I used to feel after working out 2-4 hours before all of this happened. I used to workout for 8+ hours a week whilst being really fit and now after 2.5 months of training 2-3 times per week I sometimes manage to run 5k (usually I need a break after 3k) at a very slow pace (9km/h). It's something, but its really frustrating to see my progression falter so much.

After a little over two years I really started to feel like the Paliperidone was poisoning my soul, and decided it couldn't be a coincidence that my world has been falling apart ever since I started it. I tried to switch to Abilify at first, but became extremely paranoid, which probably meant that it didn't protect me enough. Then tried to switch to Seroquel again, on which I functioned quite well for 6+ years before the Paliperidone, but I didn't push through the conversion because I didn't feel mentally stable enough to go through with it. Now about 6 months later I've, as of today, tapered off the Paliperidone completely and am now on Seroquel only. The horrible depressive headaches have already gone away, but at the moment seem to have been traded in for Seroquel sedation, which I hope will go away in the future.

Now the waiting process begins. Luckily my last monthly Invega injection has been about a year ago. But unfortunately they decided to give me the 3-monthly injection as well, which I got somewhere between March and June of 2020. The contents of the pills I have been on for the last year should leave my systems relatively quickly, the monthly injection should be somewhat out of my system as well, but unfortunately the contents of the 3-monthly injection seems to be in my system still. More specifically I was injected with Trevicta 263MG = 1,315ML. It was injected in my glutes. I have found some information on it saying the half life is about 100 days. I've found through reading through this forum that it takes about 6-8 half lives to get Paliperidone out of your system. So this would mean it will take 600-800 days after I was injected for it to leave my body almost completely. It was about 1.5 years ago that I got the injection so if the 100 day half life is accurate over 5 half lives have passed already. Does anyone maybe have a more accurate estimation of how long Trevicta 263MG = 1,315ML keeps releasing Paliperidone if it was injected in someone's glutes. I know there are a lot of factors which can influence an individuals capacity to clear a toxin from the body, but I'd like to have some sort of time-frame to focus on. Once the contents of the Paliperidon pills have left my system I will have my blood plasma tested. That would at least give me some indication whether to keep on waiting or perhaps look for answers elsewhere.

I also currently sleep for 14 hours every night if I don't set my alarm. If I leave it unchecked, as I often do, I inverse my sleeping schedule entirely in the span of a few weeks. Even with an alarm it can be nearly impossible to get out of bed. Somehow I do feel quite normal in my dreams. Even though dreams are only fleeting the tremendous difference in state of mind between being asleep and being awake is a large obstacle to overcome for me. I can often feel quite paralyzed when I try to wake up after 8-12 hours. Last week I slept for 8 hours two days in a row but it left me feeling burnt out after the second night. The next day I didn't set an alarm and woke up after 15.5 hours. I would like to keep working on changing my sleeping schedule but I am not sure how. I sometimes have appointments planned earlier during the day but I often just end up not going. I'm currently trying to sleep 11-12 hours, but the Seroquel sedation doesn't make it any easier.
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I suggest getting off al APs if you can
 
apsucks said:
at least you sleep well ... i can only sleep like 2 hours a night
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That really sucks man! You're right, I certainly wouldn't want to trade with you. Hope you find a solution to your problem rather sooner than later. Do you know what might be causing it? I know valium can be used to get insomniacs to sleep but that's usually for people who suddenly have insomnia due to something like mania, and that's obviously not a permanent solution. I've also heard of people who do well on 50mg of Seroquel, but other than that I don't have any knowledge on the subject I'm sorry to say.
 
DistantOcean said:
That really sucks man! You're right, I certainly wouldn't want to trade with you. Hope you find a solution to your problem rather sooner than later. Do you know what might be causing it? I know valium can be used to get insomniacs to sleep but that's usually for people who suddenly have insomnia due to something like mania, and that's obviously not a permanent solution. I've also heard of people who do well on 50mg of Seroquel, but other than that I don't have any knowledge on the subject I'm sorry to say.
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the paliperidon is causing it now i got switched from pali to abilify which also causes additional insomnia shit is so deep idk what to do

by the way how many injections you got ?
 
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Invega Sustenna Quora

It really sucks I used to be extremely enlightened and intelligent I believe that many people heal to a point they feel better but deeper emotions such as love, satisfaction come later in the healing process, similar to building a pyramid basic emotions are the building bricks of the foundation of the pyramid, with enlightenment being the top stone of the pyramid. I believe that many highly gifted people schizophrenic or not are mislabeled and put into this psychiatry trap, and the government uses these poisons such as Invega Sustenna and other APs to silence people. It’s really a shame that it’s an inexact science and many people are misdiagnosed and treated awfully like subhumans. This is crime against humanity and state sponsored eugenics at its core, lobotomy of the brain and reduction of sexual function, this stuff ruins lives they even inject pregnant women giving their children these awful side effects we have. It should be up to the patient whether they receive treatment or not and these doctors should actually do their job and try to cure these illnesses instead of using drugs and moving people through the system, using them as pawns to make some nasty Nazi multi billionaire. I can’t believe my soul was sold for the price of $1000 injection, and an incompetent doctor with 8 years of schooling and training, and board of professionals can be so careless and diagnose a LSD bad trip as schizophrenia. I could see the laziness and evil in the psychiatrists eyes she knew what she does for a living poisoning those who are already mentally ill with deadly neuroleptic toxins. I guess if you want to file for disability with the government they have to make sure you’re actually disabled first, why not forcibly drug people and make them brain dead and unable to function and live off the state,ruin their entire life first! I know that we will all heal and feel better if we take care of our bodies as much as we can eat healthy excersize as much as possible, I know it’s hard with no motivation and basic energy and pleasure, no runners high, no appreciation for the nature that I once loved. I grew up in a beautiful area and had a deep understanding of the land around and and deep spiritual connection and it was all stripped from me at once from these evil doctors. It’s hard to imagine feeling music love and nature again when I don’t even have a single basic emotion or hope in he future, the concept of the enlightenment that I reached seems so far away. It’s a shame that I was in the inner city that this happened that I reached a high state of enlightenment using psychedelic drugs, I felt connected to God, the Holy Spirit and these dull brainwashed psych doctors have no idea what it means to have a spirit and feel connected to the Earth around them, I wish I was back in my natural hometown when I reached enlightenment because forced drugging is illegal in my hometown and I would’ve gotten legitimate mental health help here and drug rehab instead of being put on a 5250 in the city where they don’t give a fuck about your mental well-being and lock up every drug addict, homeless, spiritually enlightened and person with mental health issues in hospital nazi torture chambers and give them literally classified poisons (like some MKUltra type shit). It’s truly disgusting all my life’s experiences and work it took for me to reach a state of higher being which I finally reached just stolen from me in one week because people didn’t understand what I was saying and mislabeled me as mentally ill, like a lot of the people in this thread. Nobody not even if you’re schizophrenic deserve to be put on this poison and if you are and truly need meds I’m sure that there are less harmful ways than giving you the maximum dosage and there could be alternative or beneficial treatments to help you or even with APs starting with the lowest dosage and moving up to a level that is comfortable, not this Inexact one size fits all mentality giving you the highest dosage regardless of your height weight mental status and just releasing you a shell of your former self in the street where you are defenseless and now rely on the government or others around you for support. Truly disgusting society that we live in and I had no idea that people went through this much suffering and that modern day concentration camps are still legal and being used in the “Land of the Free,” more like land of the greed fucking disgusting ass corporate pigs.
 
antiinvega said:
Invega Sustenna Quora

It really sucks I used to be extremely enlightened and intelligent I believe that many people heal to a point they feel better but deeper emotions such as love, satisfaction come later in the healing process, similar to building a pyramid basic emotions are the building bricks of the foundation of the pyramid, with enlightenment being the top stone of the pyramid. I believe that many highly gifted people schizophrenic or not are mislabeled and put into this psychiatry trap, and the government uses these poisons such as Invega Sustenna and other APs to silence people. It’s really a shame that it’s an inexact science and many people are misdiagnosed and treated awfully like subhumans. This is crime against humanity and state sponsored eugenics at its core, lobotomy of the brain and reduction of sexual function, this stuff ruins lives they even inject pregnant women giving their children these awful side effects we have. It should be up to the patient whether they receive treatment or not and these doctors should actually do their job and try to cure these illnesses instead of using drugs and moving people through the system, using them as pawns to make some nasty Nazi multi billionaire. I can’t believe my soul was sold for the price of $1000 injection, and an incompetent doctor with 8 years of schooling and training, and board of professionals can be so careless and diagnose a LSD bad trip as schizophrenia. I could see the laziness and evil in the psychiatrists eyes she knew what she does for a living poisoning those who are already mentally ill with deadly neuroleptic toxins. I guess if you want to file for disability with the government they have to make sure you’re actually disabled first, why not forcibly drug people and make them brain dead and unable to function and live off the state,ruin their entire life first! I know that we will all heal and feel better if we take care of our bodies as much as we can eat healthy excersize as much as possible, I know it’s hard with no motivation and basic energy and pleasure, no runners high, no appreciation for the nature that I once loved. I grew up in a beautiful area and had a deep understanding of the land around and and deep spiritual connection and it was all stripped from me at once from these evil doctors. It’s hard to imagine feeling music love and nature again when I don’t even have a single basic emotion or hope in he future, the concept of the enlightenment that I reached seems so far away. It’s a shame that I was in the inner city that this happened that I reached a high state of enlightenment using psychedelic drugs, I felt connected to God, the Holy Spirit and these dull brainwashed psych doctors have no idea what it means to have a spirit and feel connected to the Earth around them, I wish I was back in my natural hometown when I reached enlightenment because forced drugging is illegal in my hometown and I would’ve gotten legitimate mental health help here and drug rehab instead of being put on a 5250 in the city where they don’t give a fuck about your mental well-being and lock up every drug addict, homeless, spiritually enlightened and person with mental health issues in hospital nazi torture chambers and give them literally classified poisons (like some MKUltra type shit). It’s truly disgusting all my life’s experiences and work it took for me to reach a state of higher being which I finally reached just stolen from me in one week because people didn’t understand what I was saying and mislabeled me as mentally ill, like a lot of the people in this thread. Nobody not even if you’re schizophrenic deserve to be put on this poison and if you are and truly need meds I’m sure that there are less harmful ways than giving you the maximum dosage and there could be alternative or beneficial treatments to help you or even with APs starting with the lowest dosage and moving up to a level that is comfortable, not this Inexact one size fits all mentality giving you the highest dosage regardless of your height weight mental status and just releasing you a shell of your former self in the street where you are defenseless and now rely on the government or others around you for support. Truly disgusting society that we live in and I had no idea that people went through this much suffering and that modern day concentration camps are still legal and being used in the “Land of the Free,” more like land of the greed fucking disgusting ass corporate pigs.
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When i got my injection i felt the soul leaving the body, it hasn't come back since and i'm worried about the future

''It’s truly disgusting all my life’s experiences and work it took for me to reach a state of higher being which I finally reached just stolen from me in one week''
20 years of work was stolen from me in 5 minutes''

Nobody seems to cre only people who've been in those hospitals themself
 
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