1.What did u mean by saying JC is a cop killer?
2.it surprises my how the cops made u get an injection because they think u are dangerous to society.That's abssolute madness.
3.People actually do recover,At my first month I couldn't do shit,my dick wasn't working,I went into deep depression and ahnedonia,I had insomnia,trembling feet and body (I remember my bed was shaking like gratatatatatata)I had akathisia (the worst experience ever ).At that time I didn't know what akathisia was .I couldn't even lie down or sit or be still for less than 5 secs .I had to stay up day and night walking around like a busy emotionless zombie and whenever the akathisia stops for a while ,I used that that as an opportunity to sleep but end up not breathing when I close my eyes until the Akathisia comes back .I couldn't eat and I was so weak that my parents where helping me take a bath and I had to sleep with my dad in his room.I swear ,I was the most confused person on earth .I didn't know what was wrong with me but as the month progressed everything left one by one,the only thing left is my anhedonia ,full strength like I was before I got this poison injection and other little problems .
When u are on this drug,it makes u think that u will never recover even if u read other recovery stories and u see the world from a third person perspective(like u see ur friends and family happy,being able to laugh,sleep etc.. and u suffering alone in a dark place seeing them on the other side) but soon the effects leaves one by one until u feel and believe u are actually getting better .I thought my life was over but now I am beginning to find life worth living again
