not really, i made you realize that you still needa improve your english an awful lot. And it's not just the poem you wrote.....it's the majority of your posts. I don't blame you though.
The only thing you made me realize was how awful your life is
Man I feel sorry for you, your posts, everything you write here, shows how dark is your soul and your mind, I hope for your improvement as fast as possible, if you want to talk about something send me a private message, I think you need a cure and I can help you, because you anger and dissatisfaction with life are very clear.
I was like you, speaking with pride about my drug use, doses, how addicted I was, somehow I thought this was giving me status. Think about that, I see how you speak about your morphine addiction, cocaine, crack, quality of drugs, this makes me sad, seeing you in this situation. why are you so proud of this? You like to be pictured as a specie of drug master, having the knowledge and the access to drugs. This shows how much you still have to improve.
Anyway thank you for the advice on grammar, from now, since you have said this to me, I am going to double check my post on google translator