if you mean what i think you do, i think its more that you learn the cravings are causing you more pain that they're worth if that makes sense. i knew cravings were psychological and before i was totally addicted i couldn't work out why people couldn't just sit through the 20 minutes where you're desperate to get more once you run out. once i got super hooked the cravings i felt for crack were the most intense thing i've ever experienced, like someone screaming in your ear but its inside your head so you can't just cover your ears or hum a tune or something. proper proper white knuckling. then i took some time off cos i had to travel for a family event and i realised just how painful my life was because of that desperation. when i got home i was still an absolutely awful crackhead doing anything for a fix but when i couldn't score it didn't feel phyiscally painful and just like constant torment anymore, i just accepted i couldn't score and that i was doing everything i could to get more ASAP.
also guys i don't know how you injected coke without brown or some sort of downer in your system, just sounds stressful.