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Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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Jonnyhalo said:
@Isnortice91
Damn bro, maybe it's not late to take the 6 months think about it bro 6month physically locked up OR mentally locked up.. but now that u have to take the injection they would probably make u take it in jail..

Ok so sustenna lasts a month
Trinza lasts 3 months
I never took trinza just heard about it and looked it up
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Ya My probation is over next month . My doctor a couple months back said he would slowly ween me off the injection when my probation is over. I hope he sticks to his word. I'm going to try to get a stimulant pill prescription soon . If I can't get a stim I'm going to try get a benzo or fent pill like Adivan. If I'm going to take any medication I want ones that will atleast get me high.
Do you know any antipsychotic meds or anti depressant meds that get you high?.
 
@Isnortice91
Yea I tried that, nothing worked I wont share what stimulate or benzo.. but I will say that I would drink alcohol it would effect my motor skills and speech, but no euphoria fucking sucked.. now I can get hammered damn it feels great.. sorry not trying to rub it in
 
Jonnyhalo said:
@Isnortice91
Yea I tried that, nothing worked I wont share what stimulate or benzo.. but I will say that I would drink alcohol it would effect my motor skills and speech, but no euphoria fucking sucked.. now I can get hammered damn it feels great.. sorry not trying to rub it in
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Yeah when I drink on the injection I notice I just feel warmer but recently I drank 2 shots of Canadian revel stoke whiskey 45% alcohol
and it gave me a trippy feeling that I was going through some kind of bad trip like I became claustrophobic for odd reason and got a headache. I guess mixing the alcohol with a antipsychotic is a bad idea. But good news is I recently realized I can get high off weed only if it's a hybrid . But if it's just pure sativa or pure Indica I don't feel anything at all .
 
Jonnyhalo said:
Hey guys this might be my last post.

My last shot was August 20th 2018
7 shots 156mg

I'm on no meds or street drugs I do drink occasionally

Well for new people here I'm enjoying music and movies and hobbies again my creative thoughts have returned and conversations hold my attention again, my vocabulary has expanded, I actually sound intelligent again. Sex drive is more then just functional I get good old fashioned boners when I see hot chicks, oh how the urge to F@#$ feels great, I missed that feeling for a year. Oh and I can actually picture my self with a chick now, I get excited thinking about hooking up with my type of gal..
I wake up motivated to start my day and better my self and work out now.

Well guys I'm ready to put the chapter of my life on invega behind me.. peace

Ride this shit out guys.. if u find my email I'll be happy to chat with ya

1 more thing I stopped invega cold Turkey and had no negative side effects, just felt extremely stupid believeing delusion, but I got this shot becuz of meth. I learned my lesson, dont do drugs kids
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Awesome Jonny I am so fucking happy for you. I’m only 4 months off and still suffering. But I am glad that you share hope.
 
I sadly have to continue taking Invega because it does cure my psychosis. But I'm suffering from anhedonia. Once I learn how to cope with this, I will let you guys know!
 
Ammarishot said:
I sadly have to continue taking Invega because it does cure my psychosis. But I'm suffering from anhedonia. Once I learn how to cope with this, I will let you guys know!
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You won’t be able to cope with it. At least not in my opinion. That is one of the major reasons why people are so hateful of this medication. You’ve just signed yourself up for at least 9 months of complete Hell. Have fun.
 
Jonnyhalo said:
Did u do drugs? Amigo I did meth and I stayed up to long and started seeing and hearing shit... weed can also caz psychosis.

I'm not a doctor just think about it who is after you why are u special.. I'm assuming ur diagnosed paranoid schizophrenia
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They are now just giving this injection to anyone who has mild behavior problems...
Its all about the money . Doctors get paid to prescribe this shit that's why they push it onto people until the patient finally gives in.

Anyways today was a trippy day for me I was on a 24hour meth binge plus Restoril and experienced hearing scary evil voices and seen shadow figures move around the house I'm staying at.
 
What I forgot to tell you guys was my condition when Im under psychosis. This can be so terrible and deadly. Thankfully Invega actually helped me with it. I'm thinking, are there any better medications without these terrible side effects?
 
Jonnyhalo said:
Bro stop the shit get clean it's hard I know. But I know me saying anything makes no difference, do it for yourself, no matter what you did in ur past dont live in it move on.. ur worth more then that.
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Yeah fuck invega you’re gonna wish you never had it pretty soon. I was doing fine until the 4th or 5th shot then everything went to a deep depression.
 
I feel like an ass shouldn't have been jerk, I forget we are on different paths and it's not my place to label people.

So to those I pissed off I apologize..

I'm here just to share my experience on Invega
 
Well guys I'm noticing my behavior on here, being a dick isn't helping.. I feel bad about that. I feel i cant offer any more info to help folks out.

I leave you guys with this for what's it's worth..

After the 12 month mark I started feeling more like myself and I have been getting stronger emotions sense then. I can say I have reached a point were I feel normal again.

I'm on no meds

I honestly believe the brain has been hit with a heavy long lasting drug it just takes time for the brain to back to homeostasis.
And no drugs that I know of can reverse it.. u will just get the invega version of what the med ur taking

Well I think that sums up everything I hope my experience will help you.. it's time to leave invega behind me and start 2020 with a fresh start. I wont be back on BL

Take it easy guys

I'm not pre invega.. how ever I can feel euphoria I can get excited and I can cry. And feel gratification after a acomplishment. but it feels like I'm almost completely back to myself
 
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Ammarishot said:
I sadly have to continue taking Invega because it does cure my psychosis. But I'm suffering from anhedonia. Once I learn how to cope with this, I will let you guys know!
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I have heard the anhedonia, or complete lack of emotions and feeling, can be permanent. Hopefully it is not and hopefully we can get through this. it blocks dopamine and serotonin receptors. this medication is truly hell, and makes it a pain to live.
 
I made a song about my schizoaffective disorder. Would make me really happy if you guys could check it out! It may help you.
Listen to The Schizo-Affective One (Prod. Jurrivh x Syndrome) by MCElectrostatic on #SoundCloud
 
Ammarishot said:
I made a song about my schizoaffective disorder. Would make me really happy if you guys could check it out! It may help you.
Listen to The Schizo-Affective One (Prod. Jurrivh x Syndrome) by MCElectrostatic on #SoundCloud
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Nice song. I like how you mention the anhedonia in there, because it can be such a hard thing to talk about. Not being able to feel emotions is terrible. I am experiencing the same thing as you when you mentioned the suicidal part. Anhedonia can MAKE you suicidal, but it is hard to feel suicidal because the lack of emotions.



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This is just further proof that we are not alone.

I sometimes wonder what happened to these people, especially the person in the last link; if they ever got relief. The question was posted 6 years ago.
 
The pain is too much but I still have faith. None of you should lose your faith and keep striving. We're in this together <3
 
This forum is the only thing in my life that makes sense due to the anhedonia and no emotions watching people live their lives on social media is really weird feel like an alien and trying to live everyday is horrible but also comfortable as I can’t feel fear or sadness or pain but it’s just a matter of time for all of us we will get better if not time to heal then modern medicine and improvements it won’t take long for a cure for it but there are some medications my doctor is going to give me in a few months for it hope they work but I’m still on abilify which seems to be prolonging the palipridone I wish you all the best and will keep you all updated happy new year
 
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