Head Over Heels in Love

[Captain.Heroin]

Yeah, so that's where I am right now. I feel like being honest and seeing if anyone else is "there" right now, has advice, whatever. Sick of living to be honest and then this comes along...what? So yeah. Thoughts/opinions?

If this is not substantive enough to be its own thread let me know staffers and we can just close it.

 

[MonkeysOnEcstacy]

What sort of advice might you be looking for?

I once asked for similar advice from a friend when I was really into a new girl.

Me: I don't want to fuck it up, but I haven't had a real relationship for over a year and a half.
Tell me how to not fuck this up please.

My friend: lol I can't tell you how not to be a shit head

Disclaimer: she's going through a divorce as we speak...

But I think that's more bc the other party was being a shithead.

The relationship I was inquiring about at the time didn't last more than a few months and was more fun than serious and she was much younger than I and didn't like drugs or eating dead animals and overall we just werent a good fit.

My current relationship has turned into a child and marriage. It's been a heck of a ride and Im not sure I could explain how it happened but I know that when you find a person that makes you feel the way this person seems to make you, cherish and nurture it.

I guess my advice would be to enjoy the moments and be kind. Each person and relationship is different and the fact that you've found each other and enjoy each other's company is a good start. There will be ups and downs, be understanding, supportive, and try to keep a positive spin on things (at least interrelationship things)

 

[Captain.Heroin]

What sort of advice might you be looking for?

How do I cut my heart strings like break lines in a car? I don't want to be in love anymore.

I didn't put that in the OP because I have a separate thread of people thinking I'm totally fucking psycho for asking/desiring such a thing.

 

[MonkeysOnEcstacy]

I hear heroin works wonders for that

 

[PriestTheyCalledHim]

I am not sure what your question is but tell yourself and the other person that you want to take it slow.

Also, be careful that you are not ignoring any red flags or warning signs about the other person.

 

[Olivia Nicole]

I’m seeking advice on using MDMA and heroin together. I have specific questions and I’d appreciate any feed back

1. Is it best to use one before the other? MDMA first? Heroin first?
2. How long after using one first would you recommend using the other?
3. Any dosage changes I should make because of overlapping effects?

My goal is to form a really strong bond with someone I care about. I don’t practice Wicca but the idea is basically the same; I want to bewitch him. I want all his heart and desire focused on me and I’m talking about consensually using together.

4. Would meth and heroin make a better “love potion”?
5. Is sex on MDMA and heroin more intense and intimate?

 

[G_Chem]

I’m seeking advice on using MDMA and heroin together. I have specific questions and I’d appreciate any feed back

1. Is it best to use one before the other? MDMA first? Heroin first?
2. How long after using one first would you recommend using the other?
3. Any dosage changes I should make because of overlapping effects?

My goal is to form a really strong bond with someone I care about. I don’t practice Wicca but the idea is basically the same; I want to bewitch him. I want all his heart and desire focused on me and I’m talking about consensually using together.

4. Would meth and heroin make a better “love potion”?
5. Is sex on MDMA and heroin more intense and intimate?

This is better suited for its own thread but...

1.) Id use the heroin on the comedown of the MDMA so as to avoid negating the positive effects of the MD.

2.) MDMA, then heroin 5-6 hours later or whenever the MDMA seems to be wearing off.

3.) No odd synergistic effects or things to worry about from what I’ve seen, although this combo is rarely used.

4.) No, IMO neither meth nor heroin will be part of a good love potion because the desire will be for those drugs moreso than you. High quality MDMA with some LSD is much better way to go.

5.) No, heroin kills sex drive and MDMA makes it hard for a lot of guys to get it up. Now back to my MDMA and LSD suggestion, you will much more likely have mind blowing sex.

I highly suggest not trying this in the way you plan. Let the “bewitching” happen naturally, have faith that your a person worth loving without applying voodoo.

-GC

 

[MonkeysOnEcstacy]

I’m seeking advice on using MDMA and heroin together. I have specific questions and I’d appreciate any feed back

1. Is it best to use one before the other? MDMA first? Heroin first?
2. How long after using one first would you recommend using the other?
3. Any dosage changes I should make because of overlapping effects?

My goal is to form a really strong bond with someone I care about. I don’t practice Wicca but the idea is basically the same; I want to bewitch him. I want all his heart and desire focused on me and I’m talking about consensually using together.

4. Would meth and heroin make a better “love potion”?
5. Is sex on MDMA and heroin more intense and intimate?

Yikes

This may be better in its own thread.

I've only ever rly taken pain killers on the comedown from MDMA, which on its own often has me feeling weightless and pain free.

Regarding your other questions, imHo the best way to build a bond through time spent together and mutual interest (which may be heroin and MDMA) but it sounds like you are attempting to do this without the other parties knowledge.

 

[MonkeysOnEcstacy]

This is better suited for its own thread but...

1.) Id use the heroin on the comedown of the MDMA so as to avoid negating the positive effects of the MD.

2.) MDMA, then heroin 5-6 hours later or whenever the MDMA seems to be wearing off.

3.) No odd synergistic effects or things to worry about from what I’ve seen, although this combo is rarely used.

4.) No, IMO neither meth nor heroin will be part of a good love potion because the desire will be for those drugs moreso than you. High quality MDMA with some LSD is much better way to go.

5.) No, heroin kills sex drive and MDMA makes it hard for a lot of guys to get it up. Now back to my MDMA and LSD suggestion, you will much more likely have mind blowing sex.

I highly suggest not trying this in the way you plan. Let the “bewitching” happen naturally, have faith that your a person worth loving without applying voodoo.

-GC

Are we the same person? Good timing lol

 

[Olivia Nicole]

This is better suited for its own thread but...

1.) Id use the heroin on the comedown of the MDMA so as to avoid negating the positive effects of the MD.

2.) MDMA, then heroin 5-6 hours later or whenever the MDMA seems to be wearing off.

3.) No odd synergistic effects or things to worry about from what I’ve seen, although this combo is rarely used.

4.) No, IMO neither meth nor heroin will be part of a good love potion because the desire will be for those drugs moreso than you. High quality MDMA with some LSD is much better way to go.

5.) No, heroin kills sex drive and MDMA makes it hard for a lot of guys to get it up. Now back to my MDMA and LSD suggestion, you will much more likely have mind blowing sex.

I highly suggest not trying this in the way you plan. Let the “bewitching” happen naturally, have faith that your a person worth loving without applying voodoo.

-GC

Thank you for your guidance! I realize after reading the responses that we need to do the molly separately from the heroin. Or maybe take an oxy extended release a few hours before the MDMA. I just don't want withdrawal symptoms to interfere with the trip because we both do heroin regularly.

My bf loves me and I love him but heroin has killed his sex drive and I want to try to recover the magic. I miss feeling the oneness when he's fully erect inside me. I really need a deeper sexual bond with him and I think he wants it too but he's just not able to connect with me like we used to do.

 

[G_Chem]

^^^Ahhh I see.. Yea I know that effect all to well myself, the only way to get rid of it is to quit the heroin. I’m on suboxone now and my dick works better than ever. Opiates absolutely ruin sex drive because all the “needs” are met by the opiate.

I remember I always loved to use all sorts of different drugs and have different experiences until I started using heroin.. Once H came into my life that’s all I cared about, no need for cocaine, alcohol, sex... H had me covered.

I know it’s not the answer you want to hear but it’s the only one that I found to get mine working again.

-GC

 

[Meth novice 79]

When you said you were ‘in love’ I thought you must just had a really good hit

It’s a human?
Bummed.
Those buggers are undpredictable.

Good luck.

 

[pofacedhoe]

Yeah, so that's where I am right now. I feel like being honest and seeing if anyone else is "there" right now, has advice, whatever. Sick of living to be honest and then this comes along...what? So yeah. Thoughts/opinions?

If this is not substantive enough to be its own thread let me know staffers and we can just close it.

there isn't much info to give help with

really i need some info to be of use

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I managed to avoid being head over heels in love. Still in love, don't want to be but can live w/ regular love.

I went my out of my way to try a behavioral technique because THERE ARE NO DRUGS TO CUT YOUR HEARTSTRINGS despite my SINCERE WISH TO DISCOVER AND INGEST such a drug.

I would be more detail-oriented but .... it's hard to give details when it's a big fucking mystery. I'm as lost as any of y'all are, really, and it's my life. Go figure. 8(

 

[Captain.Heroin]

When you said you were ‘in love’ I thought you must just had a really good hit

It’s a human?
Bummed.
Those buggers are undpredictable.

Good luck.

Yes. I used to like drugs a lot more than myself or other people. And then...... yeah. It flipped on me and I don't think there's any going back.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I hear heroin works wonders for that

Yeah except, like, one I have a feeling it wouldn't work and two, I'll kill myself before relapsing on heroin. The withdrawal is a personal hell for me and I WILL NEVER USE HEROIN AGAINNNNN

 

[Phobos]

Thank you for your guidance! I realize after reading the responses that we need to do the molly separately from the heroin. Or maybe take an oxy extended release a few hours before the MDMA. I just don't want withdrawal symptoms to interfere with the trip because we both do heroin regularly.

My bf loves me and I love him but heroin has killed his sex drive and I want to try to recover the magic. I miss feeling the oneness when he's fully erect inside me. I really need a deeper sexual bond with him and I think he wants it too but he's just not able to connect with me like we used to do.

Opiates basically reduce testosterone production drastically. Upon quitting Heroin, it may resume or it may not.
If your guy wants to be sexually functional he needs to be on TRT.

 

[CFC]

I managed to avoid being head over heels in love. Still in love, don't want to be but can live w/ regular love.

I went my out of my way to try a behavioral technique because THERE ARE NO DRUGS TO CUT YOUR HEARTSTRINGS despite my SINCERE WISH TO DISCOVER AND INGEST such a drug.

I would be more detail-oriented but .... it's hard to give details when it's a big fucking mystery. I'm as lost as any of y'all are, really, and it's my life. Go figure. 8(

Surely you only really have an issue with loving because you're determined it's a problem? Wouldn't it be easier and less stressful to just accept the feelings and forgive yourself for having them, whether you want them or not, particularly since you say you can't 'force' them away? Otherwise you rather pointlessly force your mind into a punishing thought loop that you can neither solve nor escape from.

 

[Phobos]

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You might want to try PCT protocols used by steroids users to kickstart Test production after a cycle.

 

[Lucy20]

@Captain.Heroin , i do not know you well but from what i read you are a kind person going through alot of internal hell.
I would go with it if i was you. They do say you cant love someone if you dont love yourself but that is bs. I met the love of my life when i was getting clean and hated myself. But the love is so strong so i went with it. Now i love myself and him.
This could be your chance of happiness so just go for it