If kratom is legal where you are (no in Thailand, the UK or Aus), that is a good bet. Codeine works quite well for this, but you should only use codeine without APAP, so unless you can get codeine without anything else in it you would have to do a CWE, and that makes it just complicated enough to make kratom a more practical alternative.
I think I can probably still get Kratom. It's probably not legal here. Not much is. But I think it can go through. I have ordered it in the past, and I still have some left. If it can help, that would certainly be wonderful. Is it as effective as codeine or buprenorphine or methadone in dealing with the fentanyl withdrawals?
What Id hope you were doing is working with a doctor on this. Any chance you could find a medical professional to support you? Most don’t know shit about treating opioid withdrawal, so finding a good one might take a couple tries and you’ll probably have to advocate for yourself and educate them unless you’re lucky.
Jeez, I don't know. I have no experience with it. Most of my life, my uncle was our doctor, and everything was easy that way. When he died some years ago, were were assigned a local doctor, and things have been much less simple.
The way I see our doctor, she won't give anything which she doesn't think has a "genuine" medical reason. Like antibiotics for infection, etc. That she will do. And they are good enough to give my mother what she needs, because she has had cancer, amd has diabetes, chronic bronchitis, arrhythmia, arthritis, etc. etc.
But I don't think she would give me anything. Anything where she thinks she could be "responsible" for anything that would happen to me (negatively), I don't think she'd do. If I came and showed her 100 journal articles which showed the validity of something for treating withdrawal, she wouldn't give it to me. She would insist I go the official route and get into a program. Even though it's taken me over a year of battling bureaucrats, a crazy/evil psychiatrist, being referred to doctors who don't know anything about addiction, etc. etc.
She doesn't want any part in what I do.
I don't know how it works in my country. But I am not sure I can just go around shopping for a doctor. I think I have to give notice that I want another doctor, and then one will be appointed to me. Not sure, though.
Anyway, the doctors I have known aren't open to being educated by non-doctors.
Maybe I'm wrong.
There is some cross tolerance between opioids for sure, but it still would take time for you to become dependent on an opioid you aren’t currently using. So another opioid will serve as a stopgap, allowing your body a bit more time to equalize, as you’re only dependent on particular opioids right now, and your body is only used to the particular binding properties of fent. Basically substituting another opioid with different binding properties helps you adjust more slowly to a new baseline. It’s basically that different opioids create differebr dependencies, despite affecting the same primary neurobiology. It’s just like how diazepam is used to detox people from other benzos or alcohol.
Thank you so much for explaining this to me!
This is for me a completely new perspective on the basis of withdrawal symptoms and how opioid drugs work in the mind, and the potential for doing something about it.
I had never considered there could be any difference. I just thought, "they're all called mu-opioid agonists", so they must be interchangeable.
In terms of comfort meds, again I highly recommend working with a doctor. At a very minimum, no doctor in their right mind wouldn’t prescribe gabapentin and clonidine for opioid withdrawal. In its own that won’t solve your problems, but it’s a hell of a lot better than nothing.
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It would be worth trying to taper the fent. If you’re able to do that it’s worth doing (reduce dose at no more than 10% each 4-7 days).
How long can I keep going those 10% drops? All the way to 1 mcg? As far as I can see, going from 2 mg to 10 mcg at 10% every 4 days, would take about 200 days. Is that about right?
The catch is that fent being so short acting it’s pretty difficult for most people to do that. I’ve known folks who have tapered off or using the patch, but if you’re using powdered fent or something it will be more difficult.
Can you explain why it is more difficult because it is short acting? Is it because one has to get up in the middle of the night to take some against the withdrawals?
It has been my experience that I can pretty much go up and down between at least 20 mg and above, like 150 mg or more. It doesn't precipitate anything if I take 100 mg one day, and 20 mg the next (although it's been very rare I have been able to only take 20 mg).
So I was hoping to go down to 20 mg, and then to taper down. And I expect I will get down to getting withdrawals within 6 hours of the last dose, when I get down to around 1 mg in dose each time. It's only happened once, but I was once down to a very low intake, and I think I took 0,5 mg, and then about 6 hours later, I felt the withdrawls begin again - that's the last time I tried that, because I then took too much to be certain the withdrawals would stop, and then my mind became so blurry, that I lost the focus and sense of purpose, and I was lost in the fog for the next months, unable to focus on anything.
But if I get down to that point again, and am more careful to take only as little as I need to stop the withdrawals, I am hoping that my system will "acclimatize", and maybe a week later, I will need even less to stop the withdrawals. I don't know, is that likely to happen?
If I ever get to the point where I need fentanyl every few hours, I was thinking of making a slow drop from a flask through a silicone tube into a pacifier I would strap to my mouth, so I would get drops into my mouth throughout the night.
I don't know if it could work or is impractical. I wish I had the patches, but I only have the pure stuff.
There are some OTC meds that can help, depending where you live. If codeine is avaliable that’s a good enough option, but again I’d suggest you find a buprenorphine doctor.
Do you know, can the nasal decongestant oxymetazoline substitute for clonidine? They are apparently both alpha-2 adrenergic agonists, but perhaps they don't work the same in spite of this?
I have been looking at gabapentin. It seems that phenibut, pregabalin and baclofen all look very similar, structurally. All have that same structure as GABA itself, with various things added to it. Do they all substitute for each other, or is gabapentin special somehow?
I don't have any of them, but maybe I could find them on-line. I do have GHB, though. Can that substitute for gabapentin, or do they not have the same effect?
That said it’s anazing the relief that comes from treating withdrawal withcand NMDA antagonist like that.
Why does it work? What is it these substances do which have a beneficial influence on symptoms of opioid withdrawal?
Or even just a month long methadone detox - that would probably be the easiest and more accessible and safe solution for you.
When you say a month long methadone detox, do you then mean that I would take the comfort meds with me to such a place? I don't think they would allow me to take anything they don't have control over, would they?
But, anyway, no one seems to want to take me in this damned country, because A: they don't have any experience with fentanyl, and B: they say I take so much, that they can't take responsibility if something happens during the switch to methadone or buprenorphine.
Do I am being tossed back and forth between institutions. A few are nice people. Most don't really care once they have completed their assigned paper-work.
Now I am being shown back to a psychiatrist to supervise my transfer to methadone, who when I first met him 8 months ago, said he couldn't understand why the authorities had referred me to him, because he knew nothing about addiction.
I have been informed that his preparation has been to call the "poison hotline" who have told him that under no circumstances may he give me more than 100 mg methadone (per day, I guess), and that he cannot guarantee that I won't get withdrawlal symptoms.
Is 100 mg enough? Is it a lot? I don't even know if they have any experience with treating people in withdrawal, or what medicines they would use. Maybe I will be told something more later, I don't know. The doctors I have talked to don't seem to know a lot about this.
All in all, I would probably prefer if it was something I could do on my own. So I could build up my psychological strength - getting myself "together" - less split into all sorts of directions. More focused. And having more access to myself, and better understanding of myself and my position.
As you wrote another place, meditation is great. That's something used to be fairly good at instinctively as an adolescent, but later I kind of drifted away from it. And nowadays, I am really bad at it. But there are certainly times I am more in tune with myself (and my subconscious) and other times I am less so.
I would try to choose a time I am more in tune, to begin the taper.
Whereas when other people are involved, I have to abide by their schedules, and it could be a shitty time for me, but since I agreed to treatment, that's when it's going to be... It doesn't sound ideal, to me. But mostly it's because I don't feel I am getting enough information about what they are planning to do to me, and I want to know what I can expect, how long it will take, etc. I don't know what to do.
If I knew I could do it all on my own, and I would get through the withdrawal symptoms without breaking, then I would do that.
300-600mg DXM/day for four days to treat the fent withdrawal works well if you can tolerate the DXM’s effects/side effects.
When you mention taking it for four days, is that because the fentanyl withdrawals will be over with after those four days?
Back when I tried quitting cold turkey, I think I was into my 6th day, and I felt I was still in withdrawal. But maybe it was because I hadn't slept for all those days, and had taken that overdose of metoclopramide. Maybe I WAS past the acute withdrawals? I don't know. I just knew I couldn't handle it anymore, and the first thing I did when I got hope from the hospital the next day, was take some fentanyl. Did I do it because I had withdrawals? Or was it because I was psychologically drained?
I think I was so exhausted, and I didn't feel good in my skin, and didn't feel like I could stay like that. I think that's why I took it. Maybe I had expected that I would feel fresh and alert after the withdrawals were done, and since I didn't, I felt I was still in withdrawal.
I don't know. I can't remember.
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