Scrofula
Bluelight Crew
But you can get those from a physician's assistant. Neuro-psych sounds like they could be more literal about the "shrink" part, more cuckoo's nest stuff.
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But you can get those from a physician's assistant. Neuro-psych sounds like they could be more literal about the "shrink" part, more cuckoo's nest stuff.
MDPV_Psychosis
Bluelighter
How is it?
I've been thinking about watching it but not sure if I should yet since I've only watched through Luke Cage so far. Haven't watched even a single episode of any of the other shows yet.
I've been thinking about watching it but not sure if I should yet since I've only watched through Luke Cage so far. Haven't watched even a single episode of any of the other shows yet.
MDPV_Psychosis
Bluelighter
I've got so much I need to do this weekend but cannot summon the ability to get started. Grrr. Just took a larger than usual dose of Kratom with the hopes it helps.
My plan was to get up 6 or 7 and start right away but I ended up sleeping in to 11. Damnit. Now it's 1pm and I've been browsing bluelight since waking. Day is halfway over and I've got nothing accomplished.
I miss the days when I could use small doses of a stimulant to get things going. Would work perfectly today, or at least it would have in the past. Nowadays I have no ability to use stimulants functionally anymore. My brain now only understands two ways with stimulants: abstinence or overindulgence to the extreme. No middle ground anymore.
My plan was to get up 6 or 7 and start right away but I ended up sleeping in to 11. Damnit. Now it's 1pm and I've been browsing bluelight since waking. Day is halfway over and I've got nothing accomplished.
I miss the days when I could use small doses of a stimulant to get things going. Would work perfectly today, or at least it would have in the past. Nowadays I have no ability to use stimulants functionally anymore. My brain now only understands two ways with stimulants: abstinence or overindulgence to the extreme. No middle ground anymore.
Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
I can use stimulants with restraint. I choose to abstain most of the time now though.
Slow_Mobius
Bluelight Crew
One thing that I don't like about kratom is how careful I need to be with dosing. Sometimes I'll take more than normal when I have a lot to do, but overshooting will have the opposite effect and make you tired...
MDPV_Psychosis
Bluelighter
Was like that for me too very a long time. Then I got stupid and starting using MDPV daily but still mostly functionally. This went on for ~2 years.
I don't know exactly how I let it happen but my daily functional use of MDPV suddenly spiralled out of control and I went balls to the wall crazy with it for a few months on end. Didn't end well but I quit for a long time after that.
Something changed inside of me, I just can no longer use stimulants functionally anymore since going crazy with MDPV. Now I very rarely use and I accept it'll be a crazy recreational thing ahead of time.
Luckily I went Goldilocks style and managed to get it just right. About 25 minutes after dosing I jumped out of bed and got to work. I've been fairly productive so far but that's come to a halt now that I'm back on bluelight.
Guess I'll get back at it.
Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
I didn't care to. Also did not live in the place where it is visible.
If I cared to, I'd take a trip to Chile in 2019. %)
If I cared to, I'd take a trip to Chile in 2019. %)
Scrofula
Bluelight Crew
Not all of us had our shit together enough to just get our asses 750 miles north, even with a two-year heads up. Some of us are really pissed at ourselves because of that.
Wait, technically it was a total possibility, which was the goal two years ago; so this was just regular old not together in time. I feel better. I actually achieved my goal. I had not seen it that way. THanks guys!
That and the family decided to leave me with all the animals on their own non-eclipse vacation.
ETA: If I had made it up, it would have been overcast.
Wait, technically it was a total possibility, which was the goal two years ago; so this was just regular old not together in time. I feel better. I actually achieved my goal. I had not seen it that way. THanks guys!
That and the family decided to leave me with all the animals on their own non-eclipse vacation.
ETA: If I had made it up, it would have been overcast.
MDPV_Psychosis
Bluelighter
Had plans to stop working ~15 minutes before the peak so I could go outside. Was curious to see how dark the eclipse would make it around here.
Unfortunately I was so swamped with work I decided it was best to keep working and not waste 30 minutes of my time. Probably for the best... Even without the eclipse distracting me I put in solid 15 hours today.
I'm a little bummed I didn't go outside but I'll get over it.
Unfortunately I was so swamped with work I decided it was best to keep working and not waste 30 minutes of my time. Probably for the best... Even without the eclipse distracting me I put in solid 15 hours today.
I'm a little bummed I didn't go outside but I'll get over it.
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
It was pretty cool. I totally forgot about it until I was like, "so why is it getting dark during the day and there are no rain clouds?"
Oh yeah, and hello there social OD cunts
I thank my lucky stars we have so many BLers from the UK/Australia/etc, so I can use the word cunt and not actually be so much of a cunt. You all probably get very tired about how quaint some of us Americans find this new use of a word largely forbidden by our culture ![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
Anyways, I like how cunt can me dude (the gender neutral usage), enemy AND friend all depending on context!
Sorry, were you cunts discussing something?
I need more British/Ozzy slang! For the love of god, so I can use a word other than cunt! I don't like coming off so much like a cunt when I swear in your dialect! Fucking cunts...
Oh yeah, and hello there social OD cunts
I thank my lucky stars we have so many BLers from the UK/Australia/etc, so I can use the word cunt and not actually be so much of a cunt. You all probably get very tired about how quaint some of us Americans find this new use of a word largely forbidden by our culture Anyways, I like how cunt can me dude (the gender neutral usage), enemy AND friend all depending on context!
Sorry, were you cunts discussing something?
I need more British/Ozzy slang! For the love of god, so I can use a word other than cunt! I don't like coming off so much like a cunt when I swear in your dialect! Fucking cunts...
Speed King
Bluelighter
TPD, as a friend, I'll greet you. Hello you limey cunt wanker. If that was offensive, then just hello, or aloha.
Slow_Mobius
Bluelight Crew
Cunt has an interesting etymology. Not sure why it ever became so taboo
You would never in a million years hear anyone of my Mum's generation utter the word, lol. She finds it absolutely repulsive. It's still considered the worst swear word in UK usage (I think?).
I know in the Caribbean it's used surprisingly commonly though.
I know in the Caribbean it's used surprisingly commonly though.
it's funny how different the meaning of 'cunt' is in US slang compared to australian/british.
it seems to be specifically aimed at women when used in the USA, but i'd never consider calling a woman a cunt. it's got a decidedly misogynistic tone in that context.
whereas i know a lot of aussies who use it as a term of endearment. "tough cunt", "good cunt". i also love "rude cunt", because it's so ironic.
"hard cunt" reminds me of scottish slang, and especially irvine welsh books.
i agree that it seems to have a generational divide in who finds it acceptable (or offensive). i would never call a woman a cunt.
but i've certainly called plenty of inanimate objects cunts...
sometimes i hear people say "that word hates women", but i like to think of myself as an equal opportunity swearer.
if i call people "dicks", "knobs" or "bell ends", is that misandrist?
shakespeare even alluded to the word "cunt", in hamlet. the phrase 'country matters' (a euphemism for sex) is in Hamlet.
if it's good enough for Shakespeare, it's good enough for me
i am a massive Shakespeare fanboy, admittedly.
i think the squeamishness about using the word 'cunt' probably has a misogynistic element to it - and it's not a word i would drop in "polite company" (such as some of my more PC feminist friends - or my mother), but i do find it interesting how different the connotations are in different english speaking countries.
unlike a lot of people, i have no problem whatsoever with the idea of political correctness, and definitely adjust the language i used based upon the audience, because to me that is just common courtesy.
linguistics, etymology and semiotics are all so fascinating.
it seems to be specifically aimed at women when used in the USA, but i'd never consider calling a woman a cunt. it's got a decidedly misogynistic tone in that context.
whereas i know a lot of aussies who use it as a term of endearment. "tough cunt", "good cunt". i also love "rude cunt", because it's so ironic.
"hard cunt" reminds me of scottish slang, and especially irvine welsh books.
i agree that it seems to have a generational divide in who finds it acceptable (or offensive). i would never call a woman a cunt.
but i've certainly called plenty of inanimate objects cunts...
sometimes i hear people say "that word hates women", but i like to think of myself as an equal opportunity swearer.
if i call people "dicks", "knobs" or "bell ends", is that misandrist?
shakespeare even alluded to the word "cunt", in hamlet. the phrase 'country matters' (a euphemism for sex) is in Hamlet.
if it's good enough for Shakespeare, it's good enough for me
i am a massive Shakespeare fanboy, admittedly.
i think the squeamishness about using the word 'cunt' probably has a misogynistic element to it - and it's not a word i would drop in "polite company" (such as some of my more PC feminist friends - or my mother), but i do find it interesting how different the connotations are in different english speaking countries.
unlike a lot of people, i have no problem whatsoever with the idea of political correctness, and definitely adjust the language i used based upon the audience, because to me that is just common courtesy.
linguistics, etymology and semiotics are all so fascinating.
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