Hezman94
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I want to stop but I need to get stable on my opiates.
It is affecting my mental health but I seem to chain smoke it in bongs and go through about 2g a day.
It is too much sometimes its an eigth buts its depressing how I get enough money and half ounce lasts me 4 days.
I need to make it last atleast seven but I just feel need for another pipe every hour or two.
I even wake up middle of night wanting one.
Vaping cbd helps but I do suffer from bipolar spectrum and theres times I go proper like ocdish and think Im not getting a good enough hit of the pipe so clean it and fill another big pipe then think oh I need another one then thats three bowls its ridicilous.
I know its simple as just taper , its the easiest drug to come off tbh i found amphetamines to be easier but thats cos i get bad depression.
Also most weed these days just spins my head clean off, or I smoke too much of indica strain and feel crap and burnt out.
It is a bit sad my life addicted to pills, smoke weed all day, I am starting a course soon I am disabled, I've got fibromyalgia and the doctor says my body is very stiff for my age and reason why im in pain, I also have sciatic nerve pain not sciatica though.
I have found a good cbd oil to use but find I need high doses its not alot if i compare it to my weed habit but why should I have to pay to feel better yet get oxycodone diazepam and pregabalin for free.
for example must of bought 150pounds worth of weed in ten days then I owed 50out so thats a ounce in ten days 2.8g a day.
Shall I stop waking and baking. or jus time it every three hours for pipe then four then five next day?
It is affecting my mental health but I seem to chain smoke it in bongs and go through about 2g a day.
It is too much sometimes its an eigth buts its depressing how I get enough money and half ounce lasts me 4 days.
I need to make it last atleast seven but I just feel need for another pipe every hour or two.
I even wake up middle of night wanting one.
Vaping cbd helps but I do suffer from bipolar spectrum and theres times I go proper like ocdish and think Im not getting a good enough hit of the pipe so clean it and fill another big pipe then think oh I need another one then thats three bowls its ridicilous.
I know its simple as just taper , its the easiest drug to come off tbh i found amphetamines to be easier but thats cos i get bad depression.
Also most weed these days just spins my head clean off, or I smoke too much of indica strain and feel crap and burnt out.
It is a bit sad my life addicted to pills, smoke weed all day, I am starting a course soon I am disabled, I've got fibromyalgia and the doctor says my body is very stiff for my age and reason why im in pain, I also have sciatic nerve pain not sciatica though.
I have found a good cbd oil to use but find I need high doses its not alot if i compare it to my weed habit but why should I have to pay to feel better yet get oxycodone diazepam and pregabalin for free.
for example must of bought 150pounds worth of weed in ten days then I owed 50out so thats a ounce in ten days 2.8g a day.
Shall I stop waking and baking. or jus time it every three hours for pipe then four then five next day?
