Hey BL, usually do not post here however it is time for a change. I?m a 22 year old male and am currently struggling with poly-substance use issues.
I am currently on MMT @150mg daily, However I continue to use a variety of substances including opi?s and benzodiazepines. I have quite the thirst for downers namely heroin and alprazolam.
I cannot seem to piece a month of continuous sobriety together, My goal is to just consume cannabis and take my methadone as prescribed. But I would like some advice, feedback, just anything on my situation.
I?ve been to rehab and IOP a few times each. I keep hearing that once I get on the right dose of done? that I will no longer get high. However I?m wary of going up.
I would like to start going to meetings again, as I do enjoy 12-Step Programs and think it can be a positive thing. I just feel like I won?t be accepted because of past experiences with matienance meds and MMJ.
I desperately do no want to use narcotics, pills, alcohol, stimulants. So if anyone has any advice on my situation I?m all ears.
P.S. I?ve been sober before but going out sucks
I am currently on MMT @150mg daily, However I continue to use a variety of substances including opi?s and benzodiazepines. I have quite the thirst for downers namely heroin and alprazolam.
I cannot seem to piece a month of continuous sobriety together, My goal is to just consume cannabis and take my methadone as prescribed. But I would like some advice, feedback, just anything on my situation.
I?ve been to rehab and IOP a few times each. I keep hearing that once I get on the right dose of done? that I will no longer get high. However I?m wary of going up.
I would like to start going to meetings again, as I do enjoy 12-Step Programs and think it can be a positive thing. I just feel like I won?t be accepted because of past experiences with matienance meds and MMJ.
I desperately do no want to use narcotics, pills, alcohol, stimulants. So if anyone has any advice on my situation I?m all ears.
P.S. I?ve been sober before but going out sucks