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    Finally after 120 days and only 1 relapse I am not craving 
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    My head space feels so weird at the moment.

    I got paid today and the old me would of blown that on drugs, booze and gambling right away. Instead I paid back a dealer who I got tick off from months ago.

    I just want nothing to do with this crap any more. I am enjoying the peace and quiet that comes with sobriety a lot more. In the past I didn't appreciate this but I definitely am now. It feels awesome waking up in the morning without regret. Unfortunately there is a bit of an urge to use but it keeps sliding down the percentage scale every day.

    Hope everyone else is doing ok.
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    Happy for ya! Yes, it definitely gets better with time.

    Keep it up.

    Peace&Love,
    jasper
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    Good for you no. You sound really good, I'm really proud of you my friend.

    Hugs,
    Ash.
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    Nice to hear sir.
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    I feel so happy reading your post because im at the place you are at now.When you use you never think how much of your time is taken by getting gear and then using.Like you I love waking up in the morning and not have to plan your day around using.I think the cravings will be with me for life but the intensity of them is not what it was in beginning.Keep at it mate and enjoy a drug free weekend.
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    They say it's always a "when", not an "if"
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    How you doing today No?

    Thinking about you and I'm hoping you're having a good day.


    Hugs,
    your friend,
    Ash.
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    Quote Originally Posted by EPL1 View Post
    How you doing today No?

    Thinking about you and I'm hoping you're having a good day.


    Hugs,
    your friend,
    Ash.
    Everything was ok until I said yes to buying meth spur of the moment after not having it for the last 7 years.

    I want to throw what I have left in the bin but the part of me that stupidly spent the money does not.
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    this is of great comfort to me right now. well fucking done.

    i'm in rehab and feel like climbing up the walls half the time.
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