Hi all, I'm a YA female for context whom recently partook in a session in which I took roughly 400-600mg of 'MDMA' (more on this) and a far lower amount of ketamine and alcohol.
We got the MDMA from 2 different sources, which felt wildly different. The first lot (of which I used the most) was slightly missing the typical 'magic' experience of mandy, though still had empathogenic effects and felt similar. It was also much less stimulating than I am used to the point where I spent most of the night having to sit due to light-headedness/stiff legs/faintness. Later in the night we took the other lot which felt much more like typical MDMA that I am used to though I was drinking lightly/using ketamine which may have affected how I perceived the high.
Later in the night as I was coming down (both before and after the ketamine use), I started getting very vivid CEVs and OEVs (OEVs being acid-like in nature, with swimming floor, swirling and fractals/mathematical patterns) however I trip often when using high doses of MDMA so I didn't think much of it (this is usually things like flies, cat hairs falling from the sky or lines/glasses etc on people and light distortions).
I felt fine during most of the comedown beyond headache until the nighttime after (maybe 12-20 hours after last dose) where I was hit with sudden sharp chest pain, nausea and hot flashing. I assumed this was anxiety at first and ignored it however my heart rate was ~65 bpm (my normal resting heart rate being from 75-90). I walked upstairs to get a cold towel press and ended up collapsing on the landing due to dizziness/complete lack of balance - I've only had this once before while under the influence of psilocybin so not sure if connected to serotonin~? Within 10 minutes I felt fine again minus the ringing in my ears but 2 days on I'm still suffering much more stiffness/pain than I'm used to after rolling.
How can this be avoided? Should I simply use less MDMA, was it adulterated and/or should I be worried? Any input is appreciated, cheers.
We got the MDMA from 2 different sources, which felt wildly different. The first lot (of which I used the most) was slightly missing the typical 'magic' experience of mandy, though still had empathogenic effects and felt similar. It was also much less stimulating than I am used to the point where I spent most of the night having to sit due to light-headedness/stiff legs/faintness. Later in the night we took the other lot which felt much more like typical MDMA that I am used to though I was drinking lightly/using ketamine which may have affected how I perceived the high.
Later in the night as I was coming down (both before and after the ketamine use), I started getting very vivid CEVs and OEVs (OEVs being acid-like in nature, with swimming floor, swirling and fractals/mathematical patterns) however I trip often when using high doses of MDMA so I didn't think much of it (this is usually things like flies, cat hairs falling from the sky or lines/glasses etc on people and light distortions).
I felt fine during most of the comedown beyond headache until the nighttime after (maybe 12-20 hours after last dose) where I was hit with sudden sharp chest pain, nausea and hot flashing. I assumed this was anxiety at first and ignored it however my heart rate was ~65 bpm (my normal resting heart rate being from 75-90). I walked upstairs to get a cold towel press and ended up collapsing on the landing due to dizziness/complete lack of balance - I've only had this once before while under the influence of psilocybin so not sure if connected to serotonin~? Within 10 minutes I felt fine again minus the ringing in my ears but 2 days on I'm still suffering much more stiffness/pain than I'm used to after rolling.
How can this be avoided? Should I simply use less MDMA, was it adulterated and/or should I be worried? Any input is appreciated, cheers.
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