hey y'all
Some background - I used to use MDMA regularly, pretty high doses, fairly often (way too often), along with a range of other stimulants, for a period of 5 years. During the last two years have only used MDMA sporadically, maybe once or twice. and I have in that period recovered from cocaine addiction. prior to my latest experience with MDMA though, I was five months free of any drug other than weed or alcohol, and free of all negative symptoms.
also - not sure if relevant, but I take the supplements Magnesium L-Threonate, and Ashwagandha, daily. I have stopped taking them for a few days as I was worried that the issues i'm having may be related to some kind of interaction between them and the MDMA - i've read that Ashwagandha has some effect on neurotransmitters but I don't fully understand what that is.
this brings me to my latest experience - ingesting two (and a half) bombs of MDMA, insufflating a small amount (un-crushed, not sure if that's relevant) probably 0.3-0.6g in total over the course of 6-7 hours. A lot, but not extreme in comparison, to what I would previously take years ago. Fast forward to Monday morning.
Have experienced the usual comedown symptoms, which I am fully acquainted with and not surprised by - depression, fatigue etc. But on top of these, I have felt extremely disoriented and overheated, with a head-swimming type feeling i've not experienced before. I've felt subtly nauseous, not enough to fully throw up, and my stomach has felt 'off', with an odd metallic taste in my mouth. And worst of all, I've been having intense headaches, the likes of which I have not felt before. From online research it seems that they are 'tension headaches' - it feels as if the skin on my scalp is stretched super tight, with pain radiating around my head, from my temples to the top of my skull. It's an odd pain, not like anything I've felt before, and it's making me feel extremely disoriented and somewhat nauseous. It's not sharp and disabling like a migraine, but is quite intense, very uncomfortable and almost constant.
also experiencing pretty bad depersonalization, depression, mild anxiety. feeling like i'm in a different world. i have been very familiar with these feelings in the past but up until my recent experience with MDMA i had managed to almost completely move past them. but now it seems they're back, and i don't know how long for. though they are shitty, it's the physical symptoms that worry me more, because i've never had experience with them before even after using MDMA tens or hundreds of times in the past. not sure what's different this time. my friends who took some of the same batch seem to be okay.