lovemissile66
Bluelighter
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Hello Everyone! Due to Hurricane Florence, I now have 5 consecutive days off from my job. So, I will not have this opportunity again to try and get through the brunt of my withdrawal symptoms before being needed back at work. I am a longtime user of heroin. 15 years long. Started IV'ing from the start and just this past year put down the needles and continued snorting. Letting go of the rig was a
huge accomplishment! Now I think/hope I am ready for the next step. I have in my possession, 13 5.7/1.4 Zubsolv tabs. I've been doing anywhere from a gram to half-gram a day, of pretty decent
dope. These last couple of days I tapered my usage to just under half gram per day. I am already mentally freaking out. Not even sick yet and I am preparing for the worst.8( I would like to get a clonidine patch or script, but would need to go to my local ER to do so. What are the chances that anyone there would actually prescribe some comfort meds? If I am honest about wanting the best
possible outcome for this kick, do you think they might help me (while judging me nonetheless)? I am all in this time. No going back. I lost my partner of 20 years to an overdose in 2016 and I am
now ready to mourn the loss without drugs. Basically, just ready to live life free. Also, I metabolize heroin quickly. How long should I wait before induction? And should I take a whole tablet? I read
a bit about the Bernese Method and have questions about that, but I think I will post those once my kick gets underway. I've become a pussy as far as withdrawal symptoms....I know I should wait as
long as possible but I'm also scared I will cave. But I can't! Because a monster storm is heading this way and I will be house-bound! And I want OFF THIS SHIT!! I am a mess right now, sorry. So,
if anyone could maybe guide me with dosing and for how many days, that would be great. I don't want to stay on the bupe for any longer than is necessary. Thank you so much.
huge accomplishment! Now I think/hope I am ready for the next step. I have in my possession, 13 5.7/1.4 Zubsolv tabs. I've been doing anywhere from a gram to half-gram a day, of pretty decent
dope. These last couple of days I tapered my usage to just under half gram per day. I am already mentally freaking out. Not even sick yet and I am preparing for the worst.8( I would like to get a clonidine patch or script, but would need to go to my local ER to do so. What are the chances that anyone there would actually prescribe some comfort meds? If I am honest about wanting the best
possible outcome for this kick, do you think they might help me (while judging me nonetheless)? I am all in this time. No going back. I lost my partner of 20 years to an overdose in 2016 and I am
now ready to mourn the loss without drugs. Basically, just ready to live life free. Also, I metabolize heroin quickly. How long should I wait before induction? And should I take a whole tablet? I read
a bit about the Bernese Method and have questions about that, but I think I will post those once my kick gets underway. I've become a pussy as far as withdrawal symptoms....I know I should wait as
long as possible but I'm also scared I will cave. But I can't! Because a monster storm is heading this way and I will be house-bound! And I want OFF THIS SHIT!! I am a mess right now, sorry. So,
if anyone could maybe guide me with dosing and for how many days, that would be great. I don't want to stay on the bupe for any longer than is necessary. Thank you so much.