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I'm a peculiar kind of fucked.

RickJamesMothafuck

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Jul 8, 2018
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Howdy folks. My name is J, and I'm a walking contradiction. See, I'm hooked on drugs - but I'm real cool about it. I have a lot of self discipline. I've been taking 2 or 3 pain pills a day for 7 years now. Been doing about a .2 of amphetamine saltz a day for 4 years.

Honestly I'm sober as fuck at this point. I just have to have drugs in order to be sober.

I'm sick of it. It's bullshit. Idk what to do.
Advice?
 
Welcome to Bluelight, RickJames.

You might want to head over to the Sober Living sub forum. The folks there are very supportive and can help you start in the right direction ;)
 
Howdy RickJamesMothafuck.

Good luck on your journey, and hopefully you'll make some friends along the way.

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Hey RickJamesMothafuck, think a lot of people here can relate to being high on something to be sober or have that sober feeling just to function like a normal person. I myself was one of them. Im on my own road of recovery but its hard af and nothing fun about it but i guess in the long run it will pay off. Best of luck to you Bud.
 
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