Eleusis
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 4, 2017
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Hey everyone,
I'll start by saying that I'm fairly inexperienced with MDMA, seeing as I've only done it a handful of times. It's been over a year since I've taken any sort of substances, and I'm planning to end my near-sobriety with a nice evening of MDMA with my girlfriend. I've noticed that in anticipation of the come-up, I experience some general anxiety. I suppose it may be the fear of being overwhelmed as I have been so many times before, and maybe even acting the fool in public, as I have done many times before too. I'm generally an anxious person, so I'm not sure if this applies to many people, but I'm just wondering how other people may deal with the anxiety of coming up, or being in public situations while rolling. Do you just go headfirst into the experience without any mental preparation, accepting whatever happens (buy the ticket, take the ride), or do you gently ease yourself into the experience?
Would be very interested to know what all your responses are, as they would be of great help for the evening ahead.
Many thanks in advance!
I'll start by saying that I'm fairly inexperienced with MDMA, seeing as I've only done it a handful of times. It's been over a year since I've taken any sort of substances, and I'm planning to end my near-sobriety with a nice evening of MDMA with my girlfriend. I've noticed that in anticipation of the come-up, I experience some general anxiety. I suppose it may be the fear of being overwhelmed as I have been so many times before, and maybe even acting the fool in public, as I have done many times before too. I'm generally an anxious person, so I'm not sure if this applies to many people, but I'm just wondering how other people may deal with the anxiety of coming up, or being in public situations while rolling. Do you just go headfirst into the experience without any mental preparation, accepting whatever happens (buy the ticket, take the ride), or do you gently ease yourself into the experience?
Would be very interested to know what all your responses are, as they would be of great help for the evening ahead.
Many thanks in advance!
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