Hi, it's been more than two years since my last antidepressant Effexor pill. I was on a mega high dosage of 300 mg. I also took adderall rx from 2013-2016Everyday I experience these electric shock symptoms in my head. I feel like I'm suffering from a constant low grade irritable depression 24/7. Drinking coffee or using any type of stimulants can send me into an anxious, super irritable state with heart palpitations. (It only 'works' (slight mood+motivation boost) if I use once every 2-3 days)I figured I should have recovered by now considering All the things I've read online says that withdrawal only last few weeks to months, so why am I still having them 2 yrs later? Sleep + exercise only helps my mood go from baseline shitty -> less shittyShould I see a doctor and go back on the pills? Or is that a bad idea since I've made it this far? it feels like its never going to get better, feel like I might be permanently brain damaged...