crashing from alcohol+cocaine after a small dose of PST. been weening off of kratom by taking pst or kratom every oter day in small amounts (the idea is that by taking totally differently acting opioids, that the dependance reduces with each dose, so far so good except that i may have done better quicker had i not overdone my first pst dose). slightly worried about my now week long alcohol and cocaine streak, about 13g in the past 7 days, albeit shared, probably closer to around 5-7g done personally, but nonetheless combined with alcohol and done almost daily. I do tiny amounts at a time, most o my friends do bumps 2-3x the size of mine, and more frequently, but i still worry, the heart is the most important organ, so when its stressed, it makes me worry. This is why for years i didnt touch stims, but cocaine always seems to find me again! bleh, well hopefully after this gram there wont be anymore parties before i go east. came back to LA for a sec after living in Oakland for the last 6-7months, just to attend a few desert raves and see old friends before entering new territory (NY/TN/RVA/ANC/NOLA) on this road trip ive planned, but ive found that im getting a lil lost in that lifestyle, so i gotta keep my head on straight and stay aware of my limits! wish me luck in my taper yall! and in my self control for that yayo LOL
