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Vyvanse and gay sex fantasies

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Xanax200

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HI! I've always been 100% straight

Since i got put on the amphetamine "Vyvanse" I'm super horny... and when i watch porn which is straight porn i fantasize and wish i was the girl sucking that guys dick.. is this common with uppers?

I Don't find guys EVER attractive no matter what but when on vyvanse i get horny and watch straight porn then wanna have gay sex.. like giving a blow job..

what should I do? Should i act out on it and suck a guys dick or no? After i ejaculate i feel like scum and bad and dirty etc for those thoughts why?

I have a chance to just get a blow job later today from a guy cause i haven't had head in years lol should i just go ahead and do it even if im not feeling into it at the moment im supposed to meet? WHat should i do? I only start getting these feelings mainly when i start watching straight porn... what should i do? Should i recieve and give head even if it seems gross etc? IM SO CONFUSED AND LOST I didn't have this issue ever until i was put on vyvanse WTF!

AND NOOO this isn't a joke im being dead serious so serious answers only please.. I'd really appreciate legit advice on what to do?
 
Well, in life we tend to regret the things we dont do, missed opportunities and such.
Fuck it, if youre not gay then you wont like it, If you do it doesn't mean something is wrong with you. I'd think of it like expanding your horizons. I'm a straight man myself but as long as you know youre not gay, whats the problem. or if you have some kind of apprehension of "gay stuff" youll get over it.
If you want to do it, do it. Then post back and tell us how it was, shit youll probably love it esp if you havent gotten any in a while!
 
Relax your mouth has alot of sensory receptors. Have you tried watching gay porn?

Why do you feel like skum or whatever you said after imagining your the girl. Now that worries me.

Should you do something if it makes you feel gross no.
 
Sorry to break the news, but you aren't 100% straight, you are clearly harbouring latent homosexual tendencies and I imagine burying these thoughts/feelings could be a huge impediment to long term happiness. I don't believe sexuality is binary, its a spectrum, and a fluid one at that, we all fall somewhere along it and can move up and down it fairly freely.

And I am with d1nach on this one, you are homophobic, and your homophobia is probably a huge hurdle you need to get over before you can truly resolve whats going on inside you. There's no reason to feel ashamed about homosexual urges, you've been programmed to feel that way by your family/society and until you get over that you will never be able to truly accept what is happening.

You should absolutely explore these urges, perhaps talk to a professional about them, at least either confide in someone you trust or perhaps find and online community more dedicated to such topics.
 
I think you should absolutely not act on some urge that only stimulants give you. I have done all kinds of things I have regretted doing, while under the influence...sleeping with prostitutes for example. I was so turned on by the idea under the influence that I finally acted on it and I felt gross afterwards. You feel gross because it goes against, who you are and what you value. As far as being latently homosexual and homophobic that's bullshit. You're high on a highly erotic mind bending drug... What am I prostitutephobic...lol... I hate when people use terms like latent homosexual and homophobic... Especially to convince a self proffesed hetero to start sucking dick...lol... Really... Most people regret the things they didn't do...lol.... They're talking about little old ladies that never persue their dream out of fear or didn't spend enough time with there loved ones... Not deranged, peverted, hedonistic pleasures... Most will say that they regretted waising their lives engaging in such persuites. Stop the amphetamine for a couple of days then ask yourself. Do I want to such a dudes cock? If you're still excited by the idea and can live with yourself long afterwards than by all means suck away.
 
I want to be clear if you think your having some kind of manic hypersexual side effect from your amphetamine. I would not engage in any sexual attactivies you wouldnt normally engage in.

Ultimately i think it comes down to how you feel about it without amphetamine. Would you want to blow or be blown by a guy without being on amphetamine.
 
Yes! I guess I should have been more clear in my response, I am not advocating that you take some speed and go blow some random dudes. But I wouldn't write this off as some quirk of vyvanse, drugs don't make people turn gay, it may be bringing feelings to the surface which otherwise would stay mostly hidden from you but it didn't create them whole cloth. It's not something you should act impulsively on, but if you ignore it you could end up married with 2 kids 10 years from now when you realize you have been shutting out a part of yourself and suffering for it. And its hardly as simple as is this something he would want while sobre or not, it's easy for people to hide their own truth from themselves, especially when we are talking about something as taboo as homosexuality which has so many prejudices surrounding it.

And somnilicious, homosexual desire is hardly something deranged and perverted, its that line of reasoning which causes so many young men to become trapped in situations a lot like this one, as they become swallowed by depression caused by the shame and guilt consuming them for feeling something totally natural. In fact I would say it's fairly common for homosexual men to stay closeted(even to themselves) for a majority of their lives and it end up being their biggest regret. And its not like he's smoking a quarter gram of meth here, he's just taking vyvanse...

Just to share a little, my mother's first husband came from a very conservative, religious, southern family. He is gay. It took him a LONG time to admit this to himself, and he was lucky enough that my mother is very socially liberal, this was back in the early 70's, but she supported him emotionally on his journey of finding himself, luckily they didn't have any children before this, or he probably would have gone right along lying to himself for decades longer.
 
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Folks, I know a lot about Vyvanse since I have used it for some time. It is true, D-Amphetamines exert behavioral effects via the Dopamine D-2 receptor which does attenuate any latent inhibitions which you might have buried due to what so ever the reasons may it be. And that is not my opinion it is science. It is very true that human's have inhibitions buried deep and their actions/needs/wants are colored by their upbringing, your personality, how much affirmation you seek, underlying prejudice etc. I would mostly agree with Coolwhip.

Xanax200: What you are experiencing is totally normal. No one can or should dictate as to what you do. Its normal to be hetrosexual, totally normal to be homosexual, or asexual, or even metrosexual, just dont let prejudice come in your way. Factually speaking, your post reveals classic buried homosexual tendencies, which the sooner you experiment and lay to rest the better. Just as a disclaimer I consider myself hetro but I have experimented growing up many different things, including heck wearing girl clothings, messing with guys, but just as fun, and while having fun - as well experiencing what this is all about. So short-story here, Vyvanse is doing a great favor to you, its helping you to grow up, consider it a gift, rather than feeling any guilt or remorse. Its high time, experiment like a man, own it, have fun, and be done with it. Its better to know whether your husband or wife is a he or a she, or whatever, but sooner you know the better :) And that is called 'responsibility', seriously.

And on less serious note may I add, just dont drink and drive cause you might spill it.
 
Welcome to BL Xanax200 and Thanks everyone in OD for your replies but I'm going to move this to Sex Love & Relationships.

OD--->SLR
 
I kind of know what you mean. Speed makes me super horny as well and I always get an immense desire to put things up my arse, which I have done and find very pleasurable. Sometimes this extends to fantasies of sucking and wanking a cock and making it come and also being fucked up the arse. However, I would never act out on these fantasies because there's always a fuckin ugly bloke on the end of it. I just don't find men attractive in the slightest so I think it would disgust me if I ever tried it. But that's the beauty of fantasies - they can often be more erotic than reality.

When I'm not on speed, I have none of those urges.
 
basically speed is crap

it alters your behaviours and desires beyond recognition

pretty destructive unless ur only gonna have a tiny daily adhd dose - i still think it causes more problems than it solves
 
It is not the amphetamnes fault. Don't blame Vyvanse. Maybe they excite you in odd ways. If their bad, tell your doctor and discontinue use.
 
hi forum of drug users

a drug made me gay ( tee hee....)

trollolololololol.

bait as fuck
 
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