it depends rather crucially on whether i remember once i'm singlemindedly after light that there's a potential way to reduce the cravings!! they've been overwhelming enough to lose my job and become a full time crack whore, so i'll go with worth a shot. i'll try to remember when i know i badly need to sleep cos occasionally then not scoring more crack comes into my mind. and i'll be super wary this time cos i accidentally texted my mum about having slept 5 hours in the last 5 days cos i was on a crack binge after knowing for a long long tine i should sleep and god that made me feel shitty.
it will be inpatient rehab, private so short, but i'm desperate for assisted living somewhere after cos i've always lost my shit being left on my own.
thanks!!!