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unknown2018
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A friend whom I trusted and knew when he was clean some 7 years ago when reunited few months back gave some unknown substance tampered with my spitting tobacco. unknowingly i consumed tobacco and after few seconds i felt a severe heart burn with extreme dizziness. It took me 20 min to regain my normal self and at that time I didn't realized what happened to me. I thought of having consumed more tobacco than I can handle to be the reason behind it however after 3 hours of having consumed that unknown substance mixed up, I realized that my friend had developed an habit of smoking weed and other substance. I suspected him of having tampered my tobacco. I realized he had some financial crisis and needed money, however I was not able to provide him any financial help when he asked for and I believe that's the reason he tried to fuck my life. In the morning when I woke up next day I didn't feel like going to office and slept from morning till 9.00 pm at night. When I woke up finally at 9.15 pm at night I realized that my body sweated during sleep and could smell from my wet cloth. At that point I didn't realized what happened to me and was scared. Then I started experiencing lack of sexual desire and sexual dysfunction. Normally I used to mastrubate every 2 days, never had any libido issue and could mastrubate with full satisfaction, but now I couldn't get erection at all. This happened for a week after that incident and during this time frame I tried to contact my friend to check with him if he has mixed anything in my tobacco. He avoided my phone calls and finally he spoke to me and confessed that he has fucked up my balls for rest of my life. I was extremely shocked and scared. I have never taken any illegal drugs in my life and when I heard this from him, literally I was crying. That was a severe blow of mistrust from a true friend. After a week, I was having a bunch of other symptoms such as blurry vision, extreme cold feeling, dizzziness, severe constipation with bleeding haemorroids (every single day), erectile dysfunction, numbness, frequent urination in day. At night sometimes it's hard to see lights. Some of these symptoms come and go except erectile dysfunction, which is what I am suffering after that incident. It has already been 3 months and still I am experiencing these symptoms. I have not been to GP or other doctor because I dont want to disclose what happened to me out of shame. I am depressed and feel some one fucked up my life. I stumbled upon this forum and found others have experienced such symptoms, for some it took few months to recover and for others it turned out to be permanent. I am crying while writing this post and feel I have been a victim of someone else deed. I am not married and have responsibility of my old parents. I dont know what should I do. I am not sure, how many lives this bastard have ruined. Should I visit a doctor or specialist to get cured? Unfortunately where I am living we dont have detox or rehabilitation centers. I even dont know what was given to me by that son of bitch so that I can take necessary medication. Any suggestion from experts from this forum will be appreciated. I wish no one ever has to go through such situation.
