Hi. Didnt find old threat and wanted to tell how im doing.
So i dropped all about month ago it was about 10mg that i injected sub when i relapsed
Whent to cabin.Relapsed in day 3.Bought 32 Temgesic 0.4.Now im taking about 0.13 snorting every evening.So im not clean like i wanted and every day is still really hard.Im tired,depressed,anxiety,angry emotions are really raw.
I spend my days doing some hard work like chopping fire wood with chainsaw and axe.Take hunting dog,Laika, to hike every day to forest.Feed cats.Its crazy but i think even animals know im sick.Everyone knows what im going thru.My brother is giving me my evening meds and says something nasty every fucking time
Should i jump now or wait that i can sleep and function normally with that dose? Im really tired,these wd are taking all i got
and im scared to stop.Yea these withdrawls change me to this whining,tired,deppressed pussy.i fucking hate that.Its everything im not i know it.
And sauna everynight and swimming in lake atleast 2 times day,its like energy shot that takes wd away completely for couple hours.
Music,i have headphones on all the time.Everything that takes me away from my head helps..
Sleep is really light,almost awake but not..its like im just resting and listening music but sleep..its really weird state.
So i dropped all about month ago it was about 10mg that i injected sub when i relapsed
Whent to cabin.Relapsed in day 3.Bought 32 Temgesic 0.4.Now im taking about 0.13 snorting every evening.So im not clean like i wanted and every day is still really hard.Im tired,depressed,anxiety,angry emotions are really raw.
I spend my days doing some hard work like chopping fire wood with chainsaw and axe.Take hunting dog,Laika, to hike every day to forest.Feed cats.Its crazy but i think even animals know im sick.Everyone knows what im going thru.My brother is giving me my evening meds and says something nasty every fucking time
Should i jump now or wait that i can sleep and function normally with that dose? Im really tired,these wd are taking all i got
and im scared to stop.Yea these withdrawls change me to this whining,tired,deppressed pussy.i fucking hate that.Its everything im not i know it.
And sauna everynight and swimming in lake atleast 2 times day,its like energy shot that takes wd away completely for couple hours.
Music,i have headphones on all the time.Everything that takes me away from my head helps..
Sleep is really light,almost awake but not..its like im just resting and listening music but sleep..its really weird state.
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