Hey all.
Yep,had few to say the least Terrible days.Withdrawals are going on ever so slowly.Physically i do feel better,cant point out why or how,i just know.Mental part is totally different story.
Depression,anxiety and other mental stuff are just attacking me relentlessy.I actually was wondering to bake small cake with spice that has LOW Tch,high CBD content.I mean now im not just "enjoying" insomnia,but its more like torment.Everything going on with dad,its always there,24h day.Im not going back to hard drugs or pills,been there and done that.Im afraid that if this continues im going to find myself again been psych.outpatient.It took last time 18months for me to get better.And they diagnosed Chronic depression,chronic sleepdisorder,nerve damage,fibromyalgia,anhedonia.all were bad..dont want to experience that againg.
Yep,had few to say the least Terrible days.Withdrawals are going on ever so slowly.Physically i do feel better,cant point out why or how,i just know.Mental part is totally different story.
Depression,anxiety and other mental stuff are just attacking me relentlessy.I actually was wondering to bake small cake with spice that has LOW Tch,high CBD content.I mean now im not just "enjoying" insomnia,but its more like torment.Everything going on with dad,its always there,24h day.Im not going back to hard drugs or pills,been there and done that.Im afraid that if this continues im going to find myself again been psych.outpatient.It took last time 18months for me to get better.And they diagnosed Chronic depression,chronic sleepdisorder,nerve damage,fibromyalgia,anhedonia.all were bad..dont want to experience that againg.