TheOpposite
Bluelighter
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- Jun 25, 2017
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I have a problem that I think is increasing. A number of years ago, as a teen I started to throw up occasionally. I?ve never been overweight, always had a thin frame. It definitely was and is a control thing for me. I feel in control of my body and the food.
Which brings me to where I?m at now. I am to the point where vomiting feels incredible. I believe I am addicted to the feeling. I don?t do it much for my weight anymore, like I said I?m thin. I do it because it feels so good.
Also I?ll throw this in real quick, till I maybe write a blog. I am six months sober next month.
Which brings me to where I?m at now. I am to the point where vomiting feels incredible. I believe I am addicted to the feeling. I don?t do it much for my weight anymore, like I said I?m thin. I do it because it feels so good.
Also I?ll throw this in real quick, till I maybe write a blog. I am six months sober next month.