sometimes i think i use drugs to connect with something instead with somebody.
people are shit but drugs are shit too so -
are all the options shit? looks that way right now
(and always does).
strangely it does not sadden me so much.
all those lost years would be lost either way -
happily or sadly, high or down, does it even matter?
am i so corny i'm actually writing this shit?
no, its not me. no way man..
it's the other dude - the asshole. i'm the nice one..
it's all seem so pointless like a seinfeld rerun -
seen it a thousand times it's not even funny no more.
another day and another one and another one..
how can i NOT be on drugs man? seems so stupid and for what? sobriety?
fuck sobriety man.
just fuck it.