Dr Mamba
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 29, 2010
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I left ketamine when I saw that this great teacher had nothing else to tell me, and all that was left to be was addiction.
But then I got back to what pushed me into it : depression.
But despite all I can read about the long term benefit of a single ketamine dose against depression, you fellow ketheads knows it wont work for us anymore.
So i tested the long half life analogues.
Recovering from addiction mean going back to the quest of finding the pleasure in life.
And when you look at what you wrought under the influence of thoses mania inducing analogues, you know that it is not what you want to take a grip on common life.
What I ask is getting rid of the suicidal and bad thinking loops of the depression.
And yes I take prozac and always have, but its not enough.
Going ahead and find stimulation in life, I'd better do it myself, at least fore the satisfaction of discovering that I can do it by myself, that its not a drug that does it for me, that is confidence building.
So I don't chose the maniac 3meoPCP or the recreativ MXE, but the "sedative" OPCE, cause I just want to go "normal life" and calm down the prosess in my brain that is fighting me instead of looking outside for positive things.
So I made a dilution in water in a E-liquide dropper : 1 drop = 1 mg, and test it sublingual at decreasing doses.
To make it short, just 2mg is enough, 2 time a day.
In less than an hour I don't get morbid ideations anymore.
Try it dude, perhaps you don't need K-hole doses for what you really looking for.
But then I got back to what pushed me into it : depression.
But despite all I can read about the long term benefit of a single ketamine dose against depression, you fellow ketheads knows it wont work for us anymore.
So i tested the long half life analogues.
Recovering from addiction mean going back to the quest of finding the pleasure in life.
And when you look at what you wrought under the influence of thoses mania inducing analogues, you know that it is not what you want to take a grip on common life.
What I ask is getting rid of the suicidal and bad thinking loops of the depression.
And yes I take prozac and always have, but its not enough.
Going ahead and find stimulation in life, I'd better do it myself, at least fore the satisfaction of discovering that I can do it by myself, that its not a drug that does it for me, that is confidence building.
So I don't chose the maniac 3meoPCP or the recreativ MXE, but the "sedative" OPCE, cause I just want to go "normal life" and calm down the prosess in my brain that is fighting me instead of looking outside for positive things.
So I made a dilution in water in a E-liquide dropper : 1 drop = 1 mg, and test it sublingual at decreasing doses.
To make it short, just 2mg is enough, 2 time a day.
In less than an hour I don't get morbid ideations anymore.
Try it dude, perhaps you don't need K-hole doses for what you really looking for.
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