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Greenlighter
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- Jun 12, 2018
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I am new to this forum.
I come here seeking reassurance i guess..
I've only used crystal 5 times in my life (each time except for 1 being a 3 day binge) but they've all been pretty spaced out either by a few months or recently only a few weeks.
Each time i use i regret it more than the last and my life is becoming increasingly more miserable. This last recent time i used ive said 'thats enough' and decided never to use again..
At this stage I already feel like my brains been ravaged and will never recover.. Is this even possible after using only 5 times? (even though most those times they were binges) ??
I feel extremely depressed and lack motivation . Will this feeling ever go away ???
Ive changed my phone number , deleted all my contacts and starting seeking mental health ; not sure thats enough to keep me from relapsing onto it but wish me luck
I come here seeking reassurance i guess..
I've only used crystal 5 times in my life (each time except for 1 being a 3 day binge) but they've all been pretty spaced out either by a few months or recently only a few weeks.
Each time i use i regret it more than the last and my life is becoming increasingly more miserable. This last recent time i used ive said 'thats enough' and decided never to use again..
At this stage I already feel like my brains been ravaged and will never recover.. Is this even possible after using only 5 times? (even though most those times they were binges) ??
I feel extremely depressed and lack motivation . Will this feeling ever go away ???
Ive changed my phone number , deleted all my contacts and starting seeking mental health ; not sure thats enough to keep me from relapsing onto it but wish me luck