Hi! Long time lurker, first post, first time joining anything like this, first time on suboxone, and first time really wanting to get and stay clean. I'm from northeast PA and was, ironically enough, a drug and alcohol counselor (Masters degree, licence, all that good stuff) for over 20 years. Used opiates the whole time. Graduated to heroin after my divorce. Now I'm on suboxone for past month, in counseling for myself, and trying to get my life together. It's overwhelming. I never asked for help, not once, and now I realize I need support and cant do this alone. Anyway, thanks for listening and any support is appreciated.