Hey...
So okay alot of emotions going on right now didnt even know i was gonna post this but i found this subforum and decided what the hell.
Got caught. Someone asked me to get some shit and rode with me turns out he was working with the feds. trusted him. called him uncle. knew him for 2 years. father figure.
Trafficking charge. In my state, thats 5 years minimum unless i fucking snitch which i WILL NOT DO because i value my family's life and i have fucking morals even though i have people i hate that i could snitch on.
My family loves me. too much. im a piece of shit dope addict... (well i dont use that much tbh and just snort) but still it makes me feel like shit. i need a crutch because i cannot deal with having this loom over my head. this thread is not about quitting because i have no desire to do so and i havent even used for 3 weeks and i am high on fent rn but whatever.
im going to prison in a year. for 5 years. i am in my mid 20s. fuck my life. fuck the guy who set me up. i was trying to help him.
idk what im asking for here.
EDIT: its 3 years not 5
So okay alot of emotions going on right now didnt even know i was gonna post this but i found this subforum and decided what the hell.
Got caught. Someone asked me to get some shit and rode with me turns out he was working with the feds. trusted him. called him uncle. knew him for 2 years. father figure.
Trafficking charge. In my state, thats 5 years minimum unless i fucking snitch which i WILL NOT DO because i value my family's life and i have fucking morals even though i have people i hate that i could snitch on.
My family loves me. too much. im a piece of shit dope addict... (well i dont use that much tbh and just snort) but still it makes me feel like shit. i need a crutch because i cannot deal with having this loom over my head. this thread is not about quitting because i have no desire to do so and i havent even used for 3 weeks and i am high on fent rn but whatever.
im going to prison in a year. for 5 years. i am in my mid 20s. fuck my life. fuck the guy who set me up. i was trying to help him.
idk what im asking for here.
EDIT: its 3 years not 5
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