LearntYoung
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Recently, I've been able to fall in love with someone for the first time in many years. Sadly, after 3 weeks of dating (which probably were the best 3 weeks of my life) she ended things, as she didn't feel the same way. I proceeded to live my life, but was unable to genuinely experience my feelings on the matter. Alcohol soon thereafter helped me cope with it, as it had with past sorrow.
Anyway, today, some dude felt like there'd be a comedic value to bashing on the events described above. After I made it obviously clear he was crossing the line, he continued his 'humorous acts' shamelessly. As I had become aware of myself barely being able to control myself, I decided it'd be wise to distance myself from this asshole.
Shortly after I had distanced myself, the asshole's girlfriend thinks it's wise to text me, trying to rationalize his behavior from her perspective, to calm me down. This idiotic move clearly had an opposite effect and I told her to pass on a message that was basically a death threat. She proceeded to text me shit and added a request to me to not send such awful messages anymore.
Now, I'm aware of death threats (especially with a detailed nature, like this one) being horrible and illegal, even. But what the actual fuck is wrong with people...
Second bad news is that I'm missing the girl madly and crave affection like never before. I feel alone and in desperate need for love & company. I feel weak for desiring this.
The good news is, I'm finally capable of feeling just how much I miss this girl and am currently in my bed, crying.
xoxo
Anyway, today, some dude felt like there'd be a comedic value to bashing on the events described above. After I made it obviously clear he was crossing the line, he continued his 'humorous acts' shamelessly. As I had become aware of myself barely being able to control myself, I decided it'd be wise to distance myself from this asshole.
Shortly after I had distanced myself, the asshole's girlfriend thinks it's wise to text me, trying to rationalize his behavior from her perspective, to calm me down. This idiotic move clearly had an opposite effect and I told her to pass on a message that was basically a death threat. She proceeded to text me shit and added a request to me to not send such awful messages anymore.
Now, I'm aware of death threats (especially with a detailed nature, like this one) being horrible and illegal, even. But what the actual fuck is wrong with people...
Second bad news is that I'm missing the girl madly and crave affection like never before. I feel alone and in desperate need for love & company. I feel weak for desiring this.
The good news is, I'm finally capable of feeling just how much I miss this girl and am currently in my bed, crying.
xoxo
