Hmm.... could you elaborate?
I suppose i would say, after the high, during the comedown. My mind is rather strung out. I find depending how far into it i have been getting, the comedown may leave me also feeling unusually irritable or angry and have bizarre thoughts. Although after i used meth, and am high, well I'm sure thats not what your talking about.
Maybe i could say that my perspective of meth after i've started using it is rather reinforcing. I feel i can manage, I've never felt like there was any addictive potential beyond my control with the substance, hense i would continue enjoying it to the best of my abilities, until i've been addicted long enough to realize how my mind was sort of, hijacked the whole time.