I have mood problems that I relieve badly with methylphenidate. I have prescribed an antidepressant which is tianeptine in 12'5mg tablets but when I have a package of tianeptine I abuse taking doses of 250mg which are 20 tablets so I want an antidepressant I can't abuse for cure my mood problems. I want it be good for anxiety and I have think in amytriptiline or any other tryciclic. Some help?