I was 14 .On probation for starting a fire in my 8th grade bathroom. So I had to go to this "reach" program , school / counseling , because no high school would except me after the nature of my expulsion.
Anyway , I had gotten in a big fight with my mom that morning and was already in trouble at school. I was the ONLY one who had to come in Christmas Eve or something or the day before Thanksgiving , idk , some holiday ... And the counselor was PISSED. Can't say I blame her . She had to come in and babysit me.
I was all upset because of the fight with my mom and she asked what was wrong. I responded with some attitude probably and she said she didn't care anyway and went to her office.
That infuriated me. I said fuck this , got up , and left.
I headed down the street and followed the railroad tracks till I got to this overpass .(wasn't really that far, only down the street ,but at the time it felt like oceans ) I had never took off like that before or headed out on my own.
So as I reached the safety and shelter of the overpass, I said to myself , well..... I guess I have to live here now. After all , the fight with my mom and the probation violation I faced.... seemed appropriate at the time. And the only option.
So I built a little bon fire to keep warm LOL and started to think about what I was going to eat... This old bumb joined me.
Then a couple of dudes came down to smoke a joint or something and one called out to me. He was 22. We started talking and I told him what happened .
He asked if I wanted to come with them. I said yes.
Anyway , we posted in a motel room. Little over a week. (We didn't have sex ,though he asked) (we did fool around though. )
But before that
Me -" What is that"??"
Him - " It's crank " " do you want to try it"
Me - "ok". (This was before I even had my first beer.)
He holds it for me and I take my first hit
Me - "WOW"!!!!
HIM - LOL.
Then he explains start to finish, how to cook meth , where to buy the ingredients (which we did later later that week.)
that night I got sick and threw up. He was asleep. I didn't understand that I was not going to be able to sleep. He was asleep , and I was confused. Come to think of it , I wish he'd of mentioned this aspect of it. I really didn't understand .
Anyway. I had only smoked weed before so I thought this was awesome .(besides the not sleeping part and the getting sick)
Eventually I went home and excepted punishment from the law and my mother (who was worried sick , I did call her though while I was gone) I probably spent like a week in juvie and got out on house arrest.
So a few weeks later , on the news , theres all this drama . Cars are backed up on the highway while police and whoever else does this kind of thing , picks up pieces of this dude all along the highway.
I guess turns out , someone wrapped a guy up in a carpet , after kidnapping , robbing , and beating him to death , they tossed him out the back of a van , on the freeway.
LMAO. Idk why I'm laughing , it's not funny and very disturbing. I mean they literally had to scrape this guy up .
So I find out later , I forget how , that it was my friend whom I stayed with , who was responsible. Apparently this 16 year old girl was also involved in the murder , whom i met in juvie later on.
I wrote to him and excepted phone calls from jail , until my probation officer found out when I tried to send a letter to him from juvie later on..( I didn't know you weren't allowed to do this) I was questioned if we had had sex or not , blah blah .
Anyway , I think the guy had done something to the girl , like raped her. That's why they killed him. I also think meth is a shitty drug and they must have been really fucking high.