Chris42393
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Hello everyone! Last night I had my first experience with IV heroin (my first time with H entirely too). Just give you some back ground info... Im not "newbie" when it comes to opiates. Ive been using on and off for about 3 years now, using hydrocodone and Pharma grade IV morphine. I decided to try heroin, because i figured its not really much of a difference then morphine.
Anyways, it took me several weeks to get everything into place: From getting all my sterile supplies, from getting the Heroin itself, and from getting all of the knowledge on what to do (here on BL).
Last night was my first IV use of Heroin. Around 8pm I gathered all of my supplies and went into the bathroom to start the process. After drawing up the H, I put the tourniquet on and started looking for a vein...It took me several tries to hit a one because I was sooo nervous/shaking (probably from the anticipation). After I got a "flash" in the chamber, I drew back on the plunger to confirm..I was in the vein and it was a success. I pushed slowly...stopping every few 0.25cc's to make sure everything was going "okay" and when I finally reached the end, I grabbed my Narcan and ended up stabbing myself in the leg (just in case). I didnt push the plunger, it was there more for "safety"... If i felt like I was even going to nod out, id just give my self the injection. After waiting about a minute or 2 ... I felt that I was safe (thankfully)!
The "high" was much stronger then the 10mg IV morphine I use (obviously), but for some reason... I was extremely disappointed in the "rush". I used 20mg of Heroin, but i actually got a better rush from the Morphine. I was shocked. The Morphine actually hit faster and felt better then the heroin (still talking about the rush), which I was thinking the exact opposite was going to happen. After, I went and laid down (I was about to play some video games), I felt extremely tired..I had complete euphoria and it took all of my will power to stay awake...I kept nodding my head (had no respiratory type symptoms). I wanted to stay awake because i didn't want to waste my first time using H. I went into the kitchen, got an ice pack and got some caffeine to keep myself awake. After about 20 minutes, that feeling went away and got that Morphine type feeling. I was wrapped in a nice warm blanket for several hours, all my anxiety and worries were completely gone...Nothing else mattered. Its the best feeling in the world (imo). Over the next several hours, I played some video games with some friends and just had a great time.
Over all the high was really great. Was disappointed with the "rush" (seeing how Morphine gave a better one) ... I will definitely will use again. But i dont see my self becoming "addicted" to it by any means.
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_heroin
substancecode_opiates
explevel_firsttime
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
roacode_iv
Anyways, it took me several weeks to get everything into place: From getting all my sterile supplies, from getting the Heroin itself, and from getting all of the knowledge on what to do (here on BL).
Last night was my first IV use of Heroin. Around 8pm I gathered all of my supplies and went into the bathroom to start the process. After drawing up the H, I put the tourniquet on and started looking for a vein...It took me several tries to hit a one because I was sooo nervous/shaking (probably from the anticipation). After I got a "flash" in the chamber, I drew back on the plunger to confirm..I was in the vein and it was a success. I pushed slowly...stopping every few 0.25cc's to make sure everything was going "okay" and when I finally reached the end, I grabbed my Narcan and ended up stabbing myself in the leg (just in case). I didnt push the plunger, it was there more for "safety"... If i felt like I was even going to nod out, id just give my self the injection. After waiting about a minute or 2 ... I felt that I was safe (thankfully)!
The "high" was much stronger then the 10mg IV morphine I use (obviously), but for some reason... I was extremely disappointed in the "rush". I used 20mg of Heroin, but i actually got a better rush from the Morphine. I was shocked. The Morphine actually hit faster and felt better then the heroin (still talking about the rush), which I was thinking the exact opposite was going to happen. After, I went and laid down (I was about to play some video games), I felt extremely tired..I had complete euphoria and it took all of my will power to stay awake...I kept nodding my head (had no respiratory type symptoms). I wanted to stay awake because i didn't want to waste my first time using H. I went into the kitchen, got an ice pack and got some caffeine to keep myself awake. After about 20 minutes, that feeling went away and got that Morphine type feeling. I was wrapped in a nice warm blanket for several hours, all my anxiety and worries were completely gone...Nothing else mattered. Its the best feeling in the world (imo). Over the next several hours, I played some video games with some friends and just had a great time.
Over all the high was really great. Was disappointed with the "rush" (seeing how Morphine gave a better one) ... I will definitely will use again. But i dont see my self becoming "addicted" to it by any means.
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_heroin
substancecode_opiates
explevel_firsttime
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
roacode_iv
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