cyberius
Bluelight Crew
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- Mar 11, 2013
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Is it like normal to need your significant other and not see them as disposable?
I've been ran through by my demons and it's really warped my mind. During the time I used meth I began to question everything and keep a stiff and seriouis demeanor, blocking Everybody out. As I approach 70 days sober I realize I actually feel very connected to my girlfriend of 7 years and losing her would be terrible. I feel so weak and inhuman for feeling this way, like I should isolate myself forever.
Thoughts?
I've been ran through by my demons and it's really warped my mind. During the time I used meth I began to question everything and keep a stiff and seriouis demeanor, blocking Everybody out. As I approach 70 days sober I realize I actually feel very connected to my girlfriend of 7 years and losing her would be terrible. I feel so weak and inhuman for feeling this way, like I should isolate myself forever.
Thoughts?