cyberius
Bluelight Crew
- Joined
- Mar 11, 2013
- Messages
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I think the main thing I hate about being sober is that healthy people and normies have higher standards. I relate to addicts so easily and I can befriend them without any problems because we're both garbage. When I'm sober I can't make connections like this and I'm stuck completely alone with my thoughts because of an inability to socialize comfortably.
Another thing I hate is that wtf do I do now? I want very little out of life but sex and drugs. It's pretty much the only thibg that gives me pleasure and they're never apart. I can't get sex sober, but I can get it high
I'm considering suicide very seriously, life has been too painful and everyday I get further away from my crutchs I find myself hurting more and more. I have way too much guilt and mental illness to go much more
47 days sober
Another thing I hate is that wtf do I do now? I want very little out of life but sex and drugs. It's pretty much the only thibg that gives me pleasure and they're never apart. I can't get sex sober, but I can get it high
I'm considering suicide very seriously, life has been too painful and everyday I get further away from my crutchs I find myself hurting more and more. I have way too much guilt and mental illness to go much more
47 days sober