Holeindaddysarm
Greenlighter
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- Apr 8, 2018
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Short story long is...
I've been using IV heroin for about five years. The last two or so years I was moderately successful in a methadone maintenance program, but stupidly decided I didn't need that anymore, tapered off methadone completely, stayed all the way clean for a month (ok maybe like 22 days) and went back to the damned needle.
Fast forward six months I'm back on methadone, only using dope maybe half the time, and having mostly good luck using only clean works and not missing or getting infections-
Well- The ditch in my right arm underneath a tattoo I inject into, became rather warm and swollen and painful to the point where I couldn't bend my arm or straighten it it was stuck like a boomerang. I waited 24 more hours went to the hospital, no insurance, they checked me in and admitted me almost immediately. Two days of IV morphine and Roxies every six hours and they wheeled me into the operating room. I wake up two hours later with an ice cream scoop size hole out of my right arm filled with 1 inch gauze. I'm told I have to change this wound dressing once a day and keep the wound open until it heals from the bottom.
(Bonus-once I was discharged from the hospital I went to the methadone clinic the next day, they tested me for being absent, I showed positive for benzo's because I was put under general anesthesia, and they cut my dose in half -wonderful)
The day after I got out of the hospital was yesterday and the worst, I scored someone's take out in the parking lot for 40 bucks and went home and showered and attempted to change my dressing. Let's just say I've never had my ears ring with static from anxiety before, I nearly passed out I could hear my own heartbeat and basically had to perform surgery on myself.
I am looking for people that have been through something similar I guess, so I don't feel like such a lowlife heroin junkie, with a literal hole in my arm.
I haven't used in 6 days.
I've been using IV heroin for about five years. The last two or so years I was moderately successful in a methadone maintenance program, but stupidly decided I didn't need that anymore, tapered off methadone completely, stayed all the way clean for a month (ok maybe like 22 days) and went back to the damned needle.
Fast forward six months I'm back on methadone, only using dope maybe half the time, and having mostly good luck using only clean works and not missing or getting infections-
Well- The ditch in my right arm underneath a tattoo I inject into, became rather warm and swollen and painful to the point where I couldn't bend my arm or straighten it it was stuck like a boomerang. I waited 24 more hours went to the hospital, no insurance, they checked me in and admitted me almost immediately. Two days of IV morphine and Roxies every six hours and they wheeled me into the operating room. I wake up two hours later with an ice cream scoop size hole out of my right arm filled with 1 inch gauze. I'm told I have to change this wound dressing once a day and keep the wound open until it heals from the bottom.
(Bonus-once I was discharged from the hospital I went to the methadone clinic the next day, they tested me for being absent, I showed positive for benzo's because I was put under general anesthesia, and they cut my dose in half -wonderful)
The day after I got out of the hospital was yesterday and the worst, I scored someone's take out in the parking lot for 40 bucks and went home and showered and attempted to change my dressing. Let's just say I've never had my ears ring with static from anxiety before, I nearly passed out I could hear my own heartbeat and basically had to perform surgery on myself.
I am looking for people that have been through something similar I guess, so I don't feel like such a lowlife heroin junkie, with a literal hole in my arm.
I haven't used in 6 days.