justahigh
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 22, 2013
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- 64
Havent written in here for a while now, as I have kept relatvely healthy and incident free now that Im off the oxy's, (about a year now). These days Im just having a bit of cold every now and then.
Ive turned inward to ask myself the questions Id previously been asking of the world, and in doing so have turned to meditating to deepen this. Ive also been doing lots of research on kriy yoga and watched a few lectures in India, given by some professors about Kundalini.
As hard as Ive tried, and then as little as poosible too, I have been unable to wake or rouse my Kundalin. I am so desperate to feel this connection, to the devine, to be "one" with all but I just cant reach this elusive state.
Much of the research likens Kundalin awakening to being on MDMA. This is the one and only drug Ive never tried, and worse, no-one I know who does cold, hot or choof knows where to get it from.
I dont really think I want the street kind, but if you have had a spiritual awakening on the street kind please let me know, I was thinking more along the lines of the pharmaceutical kind, the one psychiatrist will Rx to patients with PTSD, someone like me although I don't see a psychiatrist any more.
Im not asking for specific sources here bluelight watchdog, I'm just putting it out there one, to see what people's experience is, in relation to MDMA and spirituality and two, whether I would have any luck seeing a psychiatrist for that, isnt there some trials going on with MDMA and PTSD?
Thanks guys.
Ive turned inward to ask myself the questions Id previously been asking of the world, and in doing so have turned to meditating to deepen this. Ive also been doing lots of research on kriy yoga and watched a few lectures in India, given by some professors about Kundalini.
As hard as Ive tried, and then as little as poosible too, I have been unable to wake or rouse my Kundalin. I am so desperate to feel this connection, to the devine, to be "one" with all but I just cant reach this elusive state.
Much of the research likens Kundalin awakening to being on MDMA. This is the one and only drug Ive never tried, and worse, no-one I know who does cold, hot or choof knows where to get it from.
I dont really think I want the street kind, but if you have had a spiritual awakening on the street kind please let me know, I was thinking more along the lines of the pharmaceutical kind, the one psychiatrist will Rx to patients with PTSD, someone like me although I don't see a psychiatrist any more.
Im not asking for specific sources here bluelight watchdog, I'm just putting it out there one, to see what people's experience is, in relation to MDMA and spirituality and two, whether I would have any luck seeing a psychiatrist for that, isnt there some trials going on with MDMA and PTSD?
Thanks guys.