So Im going to focus on the broad strokes and link to whatever I mention taking at the bottom to make this as short and coherant as possible
All dosages mentioned were taken sublingually, because Im such a fucking genius ��
Extremely short version if you dont like the wall of text
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.Had a week long Evekeo break after taking 2 10mg pills a day for two months
.Took 30mg first day, then 40mg second day
.Took 40 at work, got home, and within a 21hr window consumed 360mg more
.2-3 hours after my last binge dose I ate a tuna lettuce wrap, took 450mg Chelated Magnesium Glycate, 4.5mg Melatonin, 200mg 5-htp, and four Multivitamin gummies that contain a lot of Selenium, Vitamin C, B6, and B12. And washed it all down with two cups of Sleepytime Extra tea, no sugar or artificial sweeteners
.Smoked a little weed
.Slept for about 4-5 hours with the heat off and my fan on
.Had a cup of green tea but I brewed it weak because it had some caffeine in it I dont need right now
.Been eating tuna lettuce wraps all day with cheese itz
.........................
Adderall is 3/4 dextroamphetamine and 1/4 levoamphetamine
Evekeo is 1/2 of both equally
So when I got home I binged 180mg of each chemical in a 21hr period. And 200mg if you count what I took at work earlier, which you probably should.
...........................
::The beginning::
Saturday morning I decided to take an extra 10mg evekeo pill when I got home at 8am. This is insane because I work night shift. And I already took 4 pills through my night of work, 2 of which were more than what Im supposed to take daily.
::Quick context of my tolerance::
Ive been taking Evekeo for 2 months and only binged once with 120mg. That was about a month ago. After that I bought Chelated Magnesium Glycinate to help prevent tolerance going up from normal use. Cant abuse as easily if my dosage stays the same right fellas? From March 6th to March 13 I didnt take any Evekeo because Walgreens was out of stock. So a week long break combined with Mag must have dropped my tolerance.
Then March 14 after getting my script I took one extra pill to give me an energy boost at work. Maybe 2-3 hours after my Noon dosage. And I was insanely high, but completely cognitive and able to get my work done. The following day I took 3 at work again. Which brings us to the day of incident. That day I took 4 at work, and then 1 when I got home, and then..
::Fucking dummy did something dumb/Fuck::
Between 8am Saturday morning to 4am Sunday morning I consumed 360mg of Evekeo. The highest dose at once in that time period I think was 50mg. I forced myself to drink water while doing it. But apparently I blacked out mentally but not physically. Time jumped forward. I spent the ENTIRE time looking up porn in bed with the fan on me. No food, no sleep
::WAIT WHERE AM I/Recovery::
Maybe about a half hour after my last dose (maybe between 20mg-40mg), it just clicked in my head ?wait.. WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING?!? I started forcing myself to drink lots of water. But then went back to my activity for a few more hours. Around 6:30am I forced myself to eat a tuna wrap with lettuce. My calfs were extremely stiff and I had to hobble for a bit. I then took 450mg of my Magnesium, 200mg of 5-HTP and two multivitamin gummies after the wrap with water and followed that with a 3mg Melatonin tablet. Following that I went out and smoked the last of the weed I had. I never smoke anymore so a little of the dank stuff is all I needed. And that was.. something. It didnt help my anxiety to say the least. But I figured it would be crucial for me getting to sleep and eating some more before that
::FUCK FUCK FUCK/Recovery pt.II::
Once I got back home I immediately ate two more multivitamin gummies, chugged two cups of Sleepytime Extra tea, and ate half of a 3mg Melatonin tablet. I laid in bed listening to a podcast and forced myself to not panic about my decision because stress can only make the matter worse. I think I fell asleep somewhere around 10am. I woke up at 2:30pm, almost 5 hours later. Nibbled on some melatonin, ate a bagel with cream cheese, took two multivitamins and rotated between drinking Sleepytime Extra and Sleepytime Sinus Soother. At some point I took a 30-60 minute nap. Since the nap Ive taken 4 more multivitamins with my tuna wraps, and I drank a cup of Green Tea BUT it had 35 mg of caffeine so I only let it brew for 1 minute. No stimulants right now thank you
::Recovery pt.III::
Ive been researching this place like crazy to figure out how to fix what Ive done. I still have 9 10mg evekeo pills left over and I dont plan on taking any for a few weeks. Im going to continue to take my Magnesium and eat 60mg of protein daily like I have been since starting Evekeo. And when I get paid Tuesday I plan on buying l-tyrosine to help my brain recover.
I just took a shower, put on new clothes, and brushed my teeth, and that made me feel a fair amount better. But in about an hour will be the 24 point of when I took my final dose.
Any of the short term damage/pain I put on myself Im fine with. I deserve it for being so destructive. Im a 5 year recovered coke addict, and at least back then I was young and didnt know what I was doing. I dont even have that excuse this time. I do know better, and I really believe the combo of being mentally uncomfortable and off my meds for 2-4 weeks is what I deserve for being such an ass. Its the long term Im worried about. Im hoping the things I mentioned taking (Ill link them below for reference) helped in some way. I dont even want to list the things Im worried about because of how worried I am.
This is the most shameful thing Ive done. Im very disgusted with myself. Im so glad my doc gave me Evekeo instead of straight up adderall. Finding out it has less abuse potential is what made me jump right on it. If devo is the high and levo is the crash then perfect. I deserve the crash. So long term wise how bad did I fuck up?
Links to the teas and supplements I mentioned below. Thanks in advance to anybody who responds
.......................................
Chelated Magnesium Glycinate
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B076J7BC6Z/ref=cm_sw_r_sms_awdb_t1_eC2RAbKBQTZPG
One a Day Men?s VitaCraves
https://www.oneaday.com/vitacraves-mens
Natrol Melatonin
https://www.natrol.com/products/melatonin-vitamins-fast-dissolve/
Spring Valley 5-htp
https://www.influenster.com/reviews/spring-valley-5-htp-l-5-hydroxytryptophan-capsules
Sleepytime Extra
http://www.celestialseasonings.com/products/herbal/sleepytime-extra
Sleepytime Sinus Soother
http://www.celestialseasonings.com/products/herbal/sleepytime-sinus-soother
Celestial Authentic Green Tea
http://www.celestialseasonings.com/products/green/authentic-green-tea
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All dosages mentioned were taken sublingually, because Im such a fucking genius ��
Extremely short version if you dont like the wall of text
...........................
.Had a week long Evekeo break after taking 2 10mg pills a day for two months
.Took 30mg first day, then 40mg second day
.Took 40 at work, got home, and within a 21hr window consumed 360mg more
.2-3 hours after my last binge dose I ate a tuna lettuce wrap, took 450mg Chelated Magnesium Glycate, 4.5mg Melatonin, 200mg 5-htp, and four Multivitamin gummies that contain a lot of Selenium, Vitamin C, B6, and B12. And washed it all down with two cups of Sleepytime Extra tea, no sugar or artificial sweeteners
.Smoked a little weed
.Slept for about 4-5 hours with the heat off and my fan on
.Had a cup of green tea but I brewed it weak because it had some caffeine in it I dont need right now
.Been eating tuna lettuce wraps all day with cheese itz
.........................
Adderall is 3/4 dextroamphetamine and 1/4 levoamphetamine
Evekeo is 1/2 of both equally
So when I got home I binged 180mg of each chemical in a 21hr period. And 200mg if you count what I took at work earlier, which you probably should.
...........................
::The beginning::
Saturday morning I decided to take an extra 10mg evekeo pill when I got home at 8am. This is insane because I work night shift. And I already took 4 pills through my night of work, 2 of which were more than what Im supposed to take daily.
::Quick context of my tolerance::
Ive been taking Evekeo for 2 months and only binged once with 120mg. That was about a month ago. After that I bought Chelated Magnesium Glycinate to help prevent tolerance going up from normal use. Cant abuse as easily if my dosage stays the same right fellas? From March 6th to March 13 I didnt take any Evekeo because Walgreens was out of stock. So a week long break combined with Mag must have dropped my tolerance.
Then March 14 after getting my script I took one extra pill to give me an energy boost at work. Maybe 2-3 hours after my Noon dosage. And I was insanely high, but completely cognitive and able to get my work done. The following day I took 3 at work again. Which brings us to the day of incident. That day I took 4 at work, and then 1 when I got home, and then..
::Fucking dummy did something dumb/Fuck::
Between 8am Saturday morning to 4am Sunday morning I consumed 360mg of Evekeo. The highest dose at once in that time period I think was 50mg. I forced myself to drink water while doing it. But apparently I blacked out mentally but not physically. Time jumped forward. I spent the ENTIRE time looking up porn in bed with the fan on me. No food, no sleep
::WAIT WHERE AM I/Recovery::
Maybe about a half hour after my last dose (maybe between 20mg-40mg), it just clicked in my head ?wait.. WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING?!? I started forcing myself to drink lots of water. But then went back to my activity for a few more hours. Around 6:30am I forced myself to eat a tuna wrap with lettuce. My calfs were extremely stiff and I had to hobble for a bit. I then took 450mg of my Magnesium, 200mg of 5-HTP and two multivitamin gummies after the wrap with water and followed that with a 3mg Melatonin tablet. Following that I went out and smoked the last of the weed I had. I never smoke anymore so a little of the dank stuff is all I needed. And that was.. something. It didnt help my anxiety to say the least. But I figured it would be crucial for me getting to sleep and eating some more before that
::FUCK FUCK FUCK/Recovery pt.II::
Once I got back home I immediately ate two more multivitamin gummies, chugged two cups of Sleepytime Extra tea, and ate half of a 3mg Melatonin tablet. I laid in bed listening to a podcast and forced myself to not panic about my decision because stress can only make the matter worse. I think I fell asleep somewhere around 10am. I woke up at 2:30pm, almost 5 hours later. Nibbled on some melatonin, ate a bagel with cream cheese, took two multivitamins and rotated between drinking Sleepytime Extra and Sleepytime Sinus Soother. At some point I took a 30-60 minute nap. Since the nap Ive taken 4 more multivitamins with my tuna wraps, and I drank a cup of Green Tea BUT it had 35 mg of caffeine so I only let it brew for 1 minute. No stimulants right now thank you
::Recovery pt.III::
Ive been researching this place like crazy to figure out how to fix what Ive done. I still have 9 10mg evekeo pills left over and I dont plan on taking any for a few weeks. Im going to continue to take my Magnesium and eat 60mg of protein daily like I have been since starting Evekeo. And when I get paid Tuesday I plan on buying l-tyrosine to help my brain recover.
I just took a shower, put on new clothes, and brushed my teeth, and that made me feel a fair amount better. But in about an hour will be the 24 point of when I took my final dose.
Any of the short term damage/pain I put on myself Im fine with. I deserve it for being so destructive. Im a 5 year recovered coke addict, and at least back then I was young and didnt know what I was doing. I dont even have that excuse this time. I do know better, and I really believe the combo of being mentally uncomfortable and off my meds for 2-4 weeks is what I deserve for being such an ass. Its the long term Im worried about. Im hoping the things I mentioned taking (Ill link them below for reference) helped in some way. I dont even want to list the things Im worried about because of how worried I am.
This is the most shameful thing Ive done. Im very disgusted with myself. Im so glad my doc gave me Evekeo instead of straight up adderall. Finding out it has less abuse potential is what made me jump right on it. If devo is the high and levo is the crash then perfect. I deserve the crash. So long term wise how bad did I fuck up?
Links to the teas and supplements I mentioned below. Thanks in advance to anybody who responds
.......................................
Chelated Magnesium Glycinate
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B076J7BC6Z/ref=cm_sw_r_sms_awdb_t1_eC2RAbKBQTZPG
One a Day Men?s VitaCraves
https://www.oneaday.com/vitacraves-mens
Natrol Melatonin
https://www.natrol.com/products/melatonin-vitamins-fast-dissolve/
Spring Valley 5-htp
https://www.influenster.com/reviews/spring-valley-5-htp-l-5-hydroxytryptophan-capsules
Sleepytime Extra
http://www.celestialseasonings.com/products/herbal/sleepytime-extra
Sleepytime Sinus Soother
http://www.celestialseasonings.com/products/herbal/sleepytime-sinus-soother
Celestial Authentic Green Tea
http://www.celestialseasonings.com/products/green/authentic-green-tea
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