MentalBreakdown
Greenlighter
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- Mar 18, 2018
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- 12
Okay, so I am very very new to injecting heroin. I have maybe done it 5 times or so. Today I was using a needle that only I have used, probably about 3 times, all for IM. I know you are not supposed to reuse needles, but it was the closest thing I could find to a clean needle and I live in a state with no clean needle laws and didnt have a lot of money, as well as needed to do the black this morning to help subside my mental symptoms until I can go to a doctor worth a s*** and get all the psych and pain meds I need, basically heroin is making me stay alive and functional. Since the state of nevada is so damned hell bent on "dur due due opiod/narcotic epidemic", thw only things I get prescribed for horrible anxiety and depression and physical pain and everything else are meds that arent narcotics and thus, they don't work.
Anyways, I inject into the back of my delt, and immediately the skin around it starts to swell up like if you've ever taken a tuberculosis test, about the same as that. Its been about 7 or 8 hours and its still swelled up very slightly, it has a small dash of black coloring in the middle and the whole swelling is red, with minimal pain. Again this was a reused needle on myself, I cooked it up and used cotton and drew it into the syringe exactly the same as I always do, but the needle was a little fucked up honestly so the injection did slightly hurt. I have been doing IM steroid injections for years so its not like I'm new to it, but it is a different sized needle/barrel, different for drawing it from a vial, never reused a needle with steroids, just honestly way dirtier and scarier obviously. But can anyone tell me what it might be and what I should do? I've read skin abscess and to get on antibiotics asap, which I will go to the doctor if it doesnt go away or get better in maybe a day or two
Idk why the last thread was deleted, can the mods on this site at least tell me why, and what I need to edit to make it okay by rules? I am not bragging about drug use or anything, I am genuinely worried about what this thing on my skin means. That should be obvious
Anyways, I inject into the back of my delt, and immediately the skin around it starts to swell up like if you've ever taken a tuberculosis test, about the same as that. Its been about 7 or 8 hours and its still swelled up very slightly, it has a small dash of black coloring in the middle and the whole swelling is red, with minimal pain. Again this was a reused needle on myself, I cooked it up and used cotton and drew it into the syringe exactly the same as I always do, but the needle was a little fucked up honestly so the injection did slightly hurt. I have been doing IM steroid injections for years so its not like I'm new to it, but it is a different sized needle/barrel, different for drawing it from a vial, never reused a needle with steroids, just honestly way dirtier and scarier obviously. But can anyone tell me what it might be and what I should do? I've read skin abscess and to get on antibiotics asap, which I will go to the doctor if it doesnt go away or get better in maybe a day or two
Idk why the last thread was deleted, can the mods on this site at least tell me why, and what I need to edit to make it okay by rules? I am not bragging about drug use or anything, I am genuinely worried about what this thing on my skin means. That should be obvious