My roxy blues habit? When I was up to 8 pills a day or so. In the throes of it, it didn't seem that bad. I never wanted to nod. I just liked the energy and euphoria. It was/is like the most perfect antidepressant. I convinced myself it wasn't even bad for, my $200 a day habit. Ho-Lee-Fuk. Just typing that makes me shudder.
Never did H. Was offered, considered and said no. Sometimes I think about it now, while trying to get clean. But who am I kidding... we know where I'd end up.
I know there is no conversion from oxy to H, as H isn't pure, but was I that bad? What does it compare to? 95% of me wants to stay clean from opiates... but that 5% keeps fucking with me.
Never did H. Was offered, considered and said no. Sometimes I think about it now, while trying to get clean. But who am I kidding... we know where I'd end up.
I know there is no conversion from oxy to H, as H isn't pure, but was I that bad? What does it compare to? 95% of me wants to stay clean from opiates... but that 5% keeps fucking with me.