Nice to hear you've got a plan in place somni, and to hear about progress.
I'm still breathing, for better or worse, that's really all I can say at this point, have alot of things that haunt me that I'm trying to deal with.
I know that feeling, I blew out a tendon in my hand a few years ago, hurts like hell if I so much as bump it on something.
Sorry to hear that D's. I find it very difficult to live with anyone. I used to joke after my divorce I would live with someone but I never wanted to be married again, but honestly, I don't even want to live with anyone. Friends tried to get me to commit to sober living which wasn't a bad idea, but given how difficult I am to live with, never mind the fact that I have problems with authority, I wouldn't do it. They then tried to get me to find a sober roommate. I rationalized not doing so by saying that I don't want to jeopardize my own sobriety by bringing someone else into the picture who might bring me down in a relapse, but the truth is I just don't want anyone else in my house. But yeah, it is liberating to know that drinking or using is not something I have to do. I had a moment this morning when I spotted an empty heroin bag on the sidewalk while walking the dog before work but then I remembered the days of being at work and trying not to nod and the idea quickly evaporated.Ive been struggling with the patience,love and tolerance piece here lately, been trying to deal with room mate problems.
Trying to not be the old me and think of ways of getting back(ill show you). Been complaining about the guy and its getting to the point of its about to be me and the guy im having problems with getting kicked out.
On the bighter note today i dont have to get high or drunk over it unless i choose to.
bptubbs said:Have you ever had your tendons looked at? I blew mine out, but had pretty chronic tendonitis before that, it's hereditary.
Ive been struggling with the patience,love and tolerance piece here lately, been trying to deal with room mate problems.
Trying to not be the old me and think of ways of getting back(ill show you). Been complaining about the guy and its getting to the point of its about to be me and the guy im having problems with getting kicked out.
On the bighter note today i dont have to get high or drunk over it unless i choose to.
Have you ever had your tendons looked at? I blew mine out, but had pretty chronic tendonitis before that, it's hereditary.