Hey, bluegirl
I feel so sorry for what happend, Imo you should feel very strong coming out of that alive and still reaching, reaching for answers and that one moment when it all goes back as it was before the accident, nobody can promise you that moment you (we and all the people that love you) want it so much for you but we can only help you with words which is a start. I haven't had such an accident happen to me before but I could only imagine and ponder how much hurt it would have and had brought/brings to you. You are still searching for answers and that's something to have tons of respect for it really is. Lets look at the medications you gave us, @Trajal allready gave an amazing analyses (imo again) and I would like to add a few word to them from my experiences.
My doctor prescribed me Sertraline when I was 15 year old the lowest dose 50mg for mild depression and social anxiety. When I took it for weeks, I began to feel the effects of the anti-social anxiety and began talking to people more, I could actually look someone in the eye, my social life went up, I got a girlfriend, I went to parties. This made my depression fade away (it came back later tons of times but the reasons why always had a lack of being social behind the curtains).
Conclusion: It did in fact help my depression but not directly, by giving me the power TO BE more social. I began BEING more social. So did 50mg of sertraline help my depression? Short answer: yes. long answer: It did by lifting up my social anxiety, giving me new friends and things to do (not alone in my room all day) and above all that I could last longer in bed (little extra). So yes. it helped me. now would it help you? The insomnia could go away as soon as the depression goes away if it would be the same as what happend to me. (comes back tho if depression returns)
I also notice you take oxycodone, that's a severe painkiller which means that your headaches aren't small ones, are you able to get up and walk around without having severe headaches or is it something that happens often?
Are you talking with someone professional (shrink) about your problems and do you have enough social contact in your life? Do friends call or visit? We are social animals and after a traumatic event we need social contact even more than before. This is so sad to hear but I really believe that there a big light..no..A giant light at the end of the tunnel for you, I really have alot of hope that you are going to be fine in the end but you need the right people to talk too.
I'm not a doctor but I am someone with alot of compassion for you and I wish you the best! If you want someone to talk too you can always message me too
