I thought being smart and working hard would be enough to have a job and some degree of success in life. I was very wrong. I suffer from the disease of addiction which is only a disease in a theoretical sense. From a practical standpoint it's a reason to strip away a persons career and livelihood. If you happen to spend $150,000 getting a pharmacy degree then discover you have the "disease" of addiction, don't look for a second chance because it won't happen. The result: stuck with $150,000 in debt and no way to work to pay it off. Slipping through the cracks... if it were truely a disease, one would think a person might get the chance to treat the disease and still have a job. Not the case. I treat this disease on a daily basis with a spiritual approach, but it doesn't make a bit of difference from the perspective of those in charge. Trying to find a way to make a living so I might be able to retire someday. Seems more likely I'm on the D&D plan for retirement. Work until death or disability!