Limpet_Chicken
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Yeah, I'm not entirely sure the OP has a brain to TURN to palsied, degenerate mush.
If he isn't trolling, then OP-think about it this way: what do the common drugs with anxiolytic (anti-anxiety) properties have in common? they are, overall, inhibitory. Be it GABA agonists, alpha2 adrenergic autoreceptor agonists (decreasing noradrenaline release), antimuscarinics in low doses (way below delirient doses), opioids, and what happens in withdrawal-one gets a highly excitatory overall tone as the blowback from excess, in the guise of W/D symptoms, and a recoil towards excessive excitatory effects.
This is the kind of thing you would (first) induce. Along with seizures, then brain damage from which you would probably not recover much if at all, and which would specifically target your ability to learn, to form memories, to function at all, in destroying the hippocampus.
So first you'd cause yourself a living hell most probably, along with the seizures, then brain damage. And then you'd spend the rest of whatever miserable, tortured scraps of existence living a brand new life.
As a brussel's sprout. Shrunken, atrophied and completely without any value to either self or mankind at large.
If you go ahead now, knowing that, then when you get reincarnated as vegetation and condemned, if you survive, to sitting in a wheelchair drooling and spasming, in a diaper full of your own shit and piss, then when that causes a bedsore and infection sets in and eventually, slowly and unpleasantly, kills you, hopefully at least that will be a small mercy, when you don't have to be alive anymore. Or at least, your body doesn't have to continue functioning. Because there won't be much left of anything else. Just a screaming, suffering tube of meat that gets fed slop from a spoon and shits its diaper.
For the rest. Of. Your. Existence.
If you are this suicidal and self-loathing, try seeking counselling. And if you are going to kill yourself no matter what, even after counselling and therapy, antidepressants etc. then you could at least make it clean, and quick, if you go and suck on a shotgun barrel and operate the trigger with your feet. Your brain matter would end up in a similar state to what would become of it if you take NMDA like a fucking idiot, the primary differences are the smell of cordite, the wider distribution of your remaining brain matter along a wall and the fact that somebody has to clean it up with a shovel and brush, as opposed to dumping the body in a hole in the ground in one pie...as a consecutive unit.
If he isn't trolling, then OP-think about it this way: what do the common drugs with anxiolytic (anti-anxiety) properties have in common? they are, overall, inhibitory. Be it GABA agonists, alpha2 adrenergic autoreceptor agonists (decreasing noradrenaline release), antimuscarinics in low doses (way below delirient doses), opioids, and what happens in withdrawal-one gets a highly excitatory overall tone as the blowback from excess, in the guise of W/D symptoms, and a recoil towards excessive excitatory effects.
This is the kind of thing you would (first) induce. Along with seizures, then brain damage from which you would probably not recover much if at all, and which would specifically target your ability to learn, to form memories, to function at all, in destroying the hippocampus.
So first you'd cause yourself a living hell most probably, along with the seizures, then brain damage. And then you'd spend the rest of whatever miserable, tortured scraps of existence living a brand new life.
As a brussel's sprout. Shrunken, atrophied and completely without any value to either self or mankind at large.
If you go ahead now, knowing that, then when you get reincarnated as vegetation and condemned, if you survive, to sitting in a wheelchair drooling and spasming, in a diaper full of your own shit and piss, then when that causes a bedsore and infection sets in and eventually, slowly and unpleasantly, kills you, hopefully at least that will be a small mercy, when you don't have to be alive anymore. Or at least, your body doesn't have to continue functioning. Because there won't be much left of anything else. Just a screaming, suffering tube of meat that gets fed slop from a spoon and shits its diaper.
For the rest. Of. Your. Existence.
If you are this suicidal and self-loathing, try seeking counselling. And if you are going to kill yourself no matter what, even after counselling and therapy, antidepressants etc. then you could at least make it clean, and quick, if you go and suck on a shotgun barrel and operate the trigger with your feet. Your brain matter would end up in a similar state to what would become of it if you take NMDA like a fucking idiot, the primary differences are the smell of cordite, the wider distribution of your remaining brain matter along a wall and the fact that somebody has to clean it up with a shovel and brush, as opposed to dumping the body in a hole in the ground in one pie...as a consecutive unit.