recovery of mdma

[ryannn]

Hi all, since 2 years ago, i experienced my first time of mdma, it was fun and i roll around 1 week one time. until one day happen, which is a day i am experience will hyper depression, on that time everyday i experienced the thought of suicide, so i decided to quit it. after 3 months again, i recovered and i mdma once again and i suffer depression again. In the end after 1.5 years without touch the mdma, i still suffer with depression. i tried fluoxetine and it not work. does anyone suffer the same with me? and what i can do to deal with it

 

[MD96]

Hey man, I got alot of symptoms, been clean for around 7 months.
Diziness
Brain fog
Vertigo
Speech problems
Memory problems
Extreme social anxiety
Suicidal thoughts
General anxiety
Depression.

Is it already better for you?
And how long have you been clean?

 

[ryannn]

Hey man, I got alot of symptoms, been clean for around 7 months.
Diziness
Brain fog
Vertigo
Speech problems
Memory problems
Extreme social anxiety
Suicidal thoughts
General anxiety
Depression.

Is it already better for you?
And how long have you been clean?

last roll is last year march... after that i stop rolling... and now feel better but still in bad condition. i tried to seek doctor and have some fluoxetine. not really work fine ...

 

[ryannn]

i have no reason for depression, and i tried to fight, calm down all the way is not working at all.