Sorry to see you're needing some help You could also direct that question you posted to Sober Living if you don't get enough responses. But hang on for a few days as you may get more feedback where it is.
I'm sorry to hear you're in need of help, but this place can be a great resource for those in need of help. If you ever need to talk we have an unofficial chat room. It's more of a social kind of chat, but there's people you can talk to if you have any questions or just want to vent.