Strippingwarrior1
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Hi all, new to the forum.
Back in September I was drugged with LSD without prior knowledge or consent. Don?t know how much, but assuming a lot based on how intense the trip was. No preparation, sketchy setting. Needless to say it lead to a bad trip.
It?s been nearly 5 months and still find myself in a depression, intense anger towards the person that drugged me, feeling violated/isolated from everyone else and just feel completely off like I?m not the same nor I ever will be the same. Sometimes I feel like I?m back and feel real good. I?ve been able to unlearn some of the Things that I thought was making me lose my mind, but still sometime catch myself with thoughts that I?m just not comfortable with. Feeling anti-social, and now have a very vivid imagination which is sometimes good/bad but mostly distracting and makes me feel like I?m losing contact with reality.
So just simply asking for insight from people that went through something similar... also a few things I should point out that may be contributing to this and I?m possibly blaming on the LSD;
-the week before I had an amazing opportunity come my way and was probably the happiest I?ve ever been, basically buzzing/natural high from it
-started a new job and moved into a new city, living alone for the first time a few weeks before I was drugged
-the week following the trip I was in Las Vegas during the Mandalay Bay shooting, honestly felt like true trip brought something evil into my life and was the reason it happened (not true I know, but at the time freaked me out)
-new job has allowed me a lot of freetime/less interaction/less notaraity than what I was used to
-I avoid my former group of friends as they are associated with the person that drugged me, basically further isolating myself
Any insight and advice is greatly appreciated.
Back in September I was drugged with LSD without prior knowledge or consent. Don?t know how much, but assuming a lot based on how intense the trip was. No preparation, sketchy setting. Needless to say it lead to a bad trip.
It?s been nearly 5 months and still find myself in a depression, intense anger towards the person that drugged me, feeling violated/isolated from everyone else and just feel completely off like I?m not the same nor I ever will be the same. Sometimes I feel like I?m back and feel real good. I?ve been able to unlearn some of the Things that I thought was making me lose my mind, but still sometime catch myself with thoughts that I?m just not comfortable with. Feeling anti-social, and now have a very vivid imagination which is sometimes good/bad but mostly distracting and makes me feel like I?m losing contact with reality.
So just simply asking for insight from people that went through something similar... also a few things I should point out that may be contributing to this and I?m possibly blaming on the LSD;
-the week before I had an amazing opportunity come my way and was probably the happiest I?ve ever been, basically buzzing/natural high from it
-started a new job and moved into a new city, living alone for the first time a few weeks before I was drugged
-the week following the trip I was in Las Vegas during the Mandalay Bay shooting, honestly felt like true trip brought something evil into my life and was the reason it happened (not true I know, but at the time freaked me out)
-new job has allowed me a lot of freetime/less interaction/less notaraity than what I was used to
-I avoid my former group of friends as they are associated with the person that drugged me, basically further isolating myself
Any insight and advice is greatly appreciated.