TherealRyan
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First time and not sure where to post or why my original got removed so i will post here.
Not sure what I'm looking for. Maybe answers, maybe posting as a cautionary tale of sorts, but here goes.
Been doing black tar heroin for about a year. Have been shooting up daily for about five months now. Last night was a normal day. I had worked eight hours, drank plenty of water and had eaten my usial three meals at work and a meal at home after.
i cooked up my usual half of a point in a clean cooker, so 0.05 I thought it was strange because as i was heating it there were a couple pieces that would just not dissolve no matter what. I mean i was losing some of the liquid because it was evaporating at this point, so i stopped let it cool and threw in a cotton that was unused from my little baggie of cottens that i get from the exchange so i knew it was clean.
I drew the liquid into an unused syringe and it was about a quarter of a cc or 25 units. It was not very dark at all. I shouldve known better because of the bits that would not dissolve. The bits seemed kind of soft and like they had absorbed the liquid, but im not sure because i lost the cooker after what happened.
In the hundreds of shots I've took i had never seen something like that. I sat down and shot it anyways and immediately i could taste this bitter metal sour taste that i will never forget.
The rush came on seconds and felt normal at first, then it kept going to what i can only describe as a much higher "pace" then i have ever felt off of h. Within about twenty seconds i began to cough and started salivating then i could barely breathe. I crawled to the ground and I was gasping for air.
After aboit thirty seconds i felt something weird in my blatter and could not hold my piss for the life of me. I pulled myself up and barely got my dick out in time to pee.
I also felt like my bowls were going to evacuate at any second, but i was able to keep that in. By the time i was done peeing i couldnt stand any longer and fell to my knees still gasping for air.
My legs and arms felt limp and numb. I began to feel like my skin was on fire and i was sweating profusely. My vision was blurry and i could barely open my eyes. My heaft also seemed like it was beating fast and hard.
I grabbed my phone and managed to get a "help" text out to my nearby friend. He came out to find me lying in my pee and i was barely able to talk, but i told him where my narcan was. I was shiverering to the point where it felt like convulsions. Like when you shiver from being cold but times a hundred and uncontrollable. He shot the narcan in me once and he said it didnt seem to do anything so he shot another dose.
I managed to sit partially up and noticed my skin was beet red. I was still barely able to breathe and the shaking only got worse. About a minute passed and it finally seemed like my lungs started working better. I was able to crawl back on to my bed but I was still beet red and cold and shivering for the next hour or so until i must have passed out.
I woke up at four am or so remembering what happened vividly. Everything i know about h od's have never coincided with my experience. I will never forget that taste in my mouth.
Does anyone habe a similar experience? How could this have happened? Was there a different drug in my h somehow?
substancecode_heroin
substancecode_opiates
explevel_experienced
roacode_iv
exptype_negative
exptype_healthissues
exptype_overdose
Not sure what I'm looking for. Maybe answers, maybe posting as a cautionary tale of sorts, but here goes.
Been doing black tar heroin for about a year. Have been shooting up daily for about five months now. Last night was a normal day. I had worked eight hours, drank plenty of water and had eaten my usial three meals at work and a meal at home after.
i cooked up my usual half of a point in a clean cooker, so 0.05 I thought it was strange because as i was heating it there were a couple pieces that would just not dissolve no matter what. I mean i was losing some of the liquid because it was evaporating at this point, so i stopped let it cool and threw in a cotton that was unused from my little baggie of cottens that i get from the exchange so i knew it was clean.
I drew the liquid into an unused syringe and it was about a quarter of a cc or 25 units. It was not very dark at all. I shouldve known better because of the bits that would not dissolve. The bits seemed kind of soft and like they had absorbed the liquid, but im not sure because i lost the cooker after what happened.
In the hundreds of shots I've took i had never seen something like that. I sat down and shot it anyways and immediately i could taste this bitter metal sour taste that i will never forget.
The rush came on seconds and felt normal at first, then it kept going to what i can only describe as a much higher "pace" then i have ever felt off of h. Within about twenty seconds i began to cough and started salivating then i could barely breathe. I crawled to the ground and I was gasping for air.
After aboit thirty seconds i felt something weird in my blatter and could not hold my piss for the life of me. I pulled myself up and barely got my dick out in time to pee.
I also felt like my bowls were going to evacuate at any second, but i was able to keep that in. By the time i was done peeing i couldnt stand any longer and fell to my knees still gasping for air.
My legs and arms felt limp and numb. I began to feel like my skin was on fire and i was sweating profusely. My vision was blurry and i could barely open my eyes. My heaft also seemed like it was beating fast and hard.
I grabbed my phone and managed to get a "help" text out to my nearby friend. He came out to find me lying in my pee and i was barely able to talk, but i told him where my narcan was. I was shiverering to the point where it felt like convulsions. Like when you shiver from being cold but times a hundred and uncontrollable. He shot the narcan in me once and he said it didnt seem to do anything so he shot another dose.
I managed to sit partially up and noticed my skin was beet red. I was still barely able to breathe and the shaking only got worse. About a minute passed and it finally seemed like my lungs started working better. I was able to crawl back on to my bed but I was still beet red and cold and shivering for the next hour or so until i must have passed out.
I woke up at four am or so remembering what happened vividly. Everything i know about h od's have never coincided with my experience. I will never forget that taste in my mouth.
Does anyone habe a similar experience? How could this have happened? Was there a different drug in my h somehow?
substancecode_heroin
substancecode_opiates
explevel_experienced
roacode_iv
exptype_negative
exptype_healthissues
exptype_overdose
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